Need some buddies 1dpo, its a waiting game!

[MamaTo2Girls]

rach-it's a dodge journey with a flexible 3rd row seating in case we do have another baby! They are awesome! My friend has one too. Most affordable brand new crossover available i guess. I'm excited!! Probably getting it tomorrow. I only wish I could've got it with heated seats and dvd player for the girls...but it's cheaper we didn't and we already have dual screen dvd players that mount to the headrests and heated seats would only come in handy in the winter time. No biggie We paid off dh's truck in february so we didn't go long without a car payment, but a new car is always nice. His truck is rusting like a pos and is a gas hog and dh drives about 70 miles (total) every day he works so i told him if we get a new car he can take our old car to work every day to save on gas.

 

[tlk71411]

Congrats on the new car Mama! How exciting!! Dvd players in the car are so awesome for kids. I want to get one for my daughter to play Curious George on (my daughter is obsessed).

BFN for me this morning. SO now I just await the dreaded witch. I'm pretty sure she will be late so she can play with my emotions. I'm going to test Saturday if she doesnt show up before that.

On a Happy note, my daughter now says "Doggy" and refers to everything in the house as Doggy. lol

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

thanks tlk. so nice to have dvd players for long trips... i'm sorry you're still getting bfns but your time will come again, i know you want it to be now and asap, but \just whenever the time is right. I've gotten over yet, the hoping the wishing, yeah i just figure it wont happen again so i don't get worried or stressed about it since it's been a year or well a little more. Just not the right time yet i guess. Chin up. How cute about your dd...kids are so cute but man can the bring out their devil horns sometimes. lol

 

[Snizuitz]

Heather-- Yay for the new car! I wish we could afford one, but probably not for another year or so.

Tlk-- Congrats on your daughter's new word! That must be so fun to watch. I don't have any kids of my own yet (just waiting on this little jelly bean!) but I can't wait for that kind of stuff!

 

[laustiredttc]

Lol rach they were I say test huni if you have them, why not!

Heather, i have not heard of those but i'm in the uk and our cars are pretty poo anyway! I hope you have fun with it

TLK, i'm sorry about the bfn, its lovely about your dd though, must be exciting when they start learning all new words.

Barb, your time will come soon my friend, enjoy your time with your liccle jelly bean as well

How you getting on mirolee?

afm, well cd12 today and hoping i o in the next few days. if i o on fri cd14 that would be good because i have my acupuncture app, so get some good blood flow to that area. Also i have been trying some self fertility massage which is awesome! just on tummy but have been trying some meridian points too on legs, mehh we will see

Also sorry to hear about the events in Boston, i wonder sometimes about the people in this world and how they can have no moral compass, feelings etc...?

 

[HWPG]

good morning all. i think my period is on its way; f'ing depressing, as usual. i thought i would be better at handling the disappoint by now, but no. still, hsg and clomid in my near future, so trying to keep my eye on the goal. also, my sister had her baby last night: so exciting, and also so depressing. shes now had two, shes two years younger than me, and i cant make one. ugh. it's going to be a "hold the tears back" kind of day. :/ sorry i cant be more chipper, i just dont have it in me....

 

[Brayr08]

Sorry Mirolee. I will be in the same boat in a couple of weeks. At least it's more exceptable to cry when a babies born right? Maybe they'll think they're tears of joy? When is your period due? I hope the clomid and the hsg are just want you need to get pregnant.

 

[HWPG]

i think it's due tomorrow or friday. here is the irony of my period: sister tells me shes pregnant, they find out the gender, and she has the baby - all perfectly timed with the start of my cycles. awesome.......

 

[tlk71411]

good morning all. i think my period is on its way; f'ing depressing, as usual. i thought i would be better at handling the disappoint by now, but no. still, hsg and clomid in my near future, so trying to keep my eye on the goal. also, my sister had her baby last night: so exciting, and also so depressing. shes now had two, shes two years younger than me, and i cant make one. ugh. it's going to be a "hold the tears back" kind of day. :/ sorry i cant be more chipper, i just dont have it in me....

I'm sorry hon I know how frustrating that is. I had two girls tell me yesterday that they were prego...neither of them know who the father is and one of the girls has my due date from my mc how in the world is that fair?! So I know how you feel. I hope the clomid & HSG work for you

Lol rach they were I say test huni if you have them, why not!

Heather, i have not heard of those but i'm in the uk and our cars are pretty poo anyway! I hope you have fun with it

TLK, i'm sorry about the bfn, its lovely about your dd though, must be exciting when they start learning all new words.

Barb, your time will come soon my friend, enjoy your time with your liccle jelly bean as well

How you getting on mirolee?

afm, well cd12 today and hoping i o in the next few days. if i o on fri cd14 that would be good because i have my acupuncture app, so get some good blood flow to that area. Also i have been trying some self fertility massage which is awesome! just on tummy but have been trying some meridian points too on legs, mehh we will see

Also sorry to hear about the events in Boston, i wonder sometimes about the people in this world and how they can have no moral compass, feelings etc...?

How long have you been doing acupuncture? I've wanted to try it but a little nervous.
It's very sad about Boston, but not shocking. In the past few years the repeated bombings/shootings etc it's becoming more and more common which is very sad my heart goes out to the family of the poor little 8 year old boy that was killed.


AFM- I tested this AM even though I said I wouldnt. I swear I saw a faint line but I think that is because I WANT it to be there...I refuse to get my hopes up over a shadow you have to squint at to see. I'm pretty sure AF will be late due to MC...no sign of her yet. I'm thinking she'll be about a week late. Idk why...Just a feeling.

 

[HWPG]

i do acupuncture also and love it!

 

[Snizuitz]

Ugh-- I am FREAKING out. I have been spotting since last night and it seems to be getting steadier. It's not up to period-levels, but it is more than just a bit when I wipe. I get my blood drawn again tomorrow, and I know the doctor can't do anything right now to stop a possible MC, but I called them anyway.

I just want this to STOP! How do I calm myself down?

 

[HWPG]

oh barb, i'm so sorry! ok, i have heard SO many women say it's normal, but there is no way for me to talk you off the edge. are you able to sit/rest? i'm starting my prayers right now....

 

[tlk71411]

I'm praying for you hon
Like HWPG said, is there any way you can go lay down for awhile? My sisinlaw spotted through all 4 of her pregnancies-I have 3 nephew and a niece! Whenever she started spotting the drs told her to stay in bed as much as possible for a week if she could.

 

[Snizuitz]

Thanks for the quick responses, ladies! Luckily, I do have a couch at work and carte blanche to use it whenever I need to. I laid down (and took a nap accidently!) and that helped me feel better. I think, like you said, it's just a normal thing and hopefully won't get worse.

Man, the stress doesn't really end with the BFP, does it? Too bad! Lol.

 

[laustiredttc]

Hey barb, first just take a few steadying breaths hun, then if you can stay in bed until its time for your app tomorrow. Many, many women spot around about this time. I'm not going to tell you to stop freaking out because i know how scary it is. If there is anything you or your husband can do to distract yourselves then do it sweetie. I hope that your app brings you good news, keeping you in my prayers

 

[laustiredttc]

oh crap totally forgot about the time difference, its 8pm here Glad that you got to have some down time huni

 

[laustiredttc]

mirolee, i'm really sorry huni wish i could you a real one also it is hard when you see friends and families new additions. I cried both with tears of joy and sadness when my bro gf gave birth to their daughter. I absolutely love her now though she is a real cutie

 

[Snizuitz]

Thanks, Laura! Luckily, I get off work at 4pm today so I'll just take it easy until my appointment tomorrow!

Thinking about being happy and sad at the same time when other people have babies reminded me of one time when I babysat my niece. She was just a few months old and I sang to her "American Lullaby". It's actually a really sad song, but I didn't realize it until that moment.

The end goes: "Nursey will turn the radio on / So you can hear a sleepytime song / Sung by a lady whose poor heart must long / For a baby like you". Oh man, I cried so hard! That just about summed up my whole experience right there.

Dealing with infertility and TTC is one of the hardest things I've ever gone through in my life. Luckily, not every day is as bad as the worst days. Still, there are those moments that just get you and you just have to cry.

 

[Brayr08]

Barb, I'm praying for you & your LO girl. Please continue to keep us updated.

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

yes Barb, praying the spotting stops or is harmless. Glad your getting your blood drawn and hopefullt they let you know asap and it can reassure your everything is fine. praying everything goes well. Rest and relax!!!