So it's been 3days away from Samantha. She's about 2 hours away at the hospital. I miss her soooo freakin much today it's killin me. I am in so much pain from my c-section today because I went to the grocery store with the husband and slipped on ice going down the stairs. I caught myself falling but still tore my back pretty hard and today I'm so swollen. My hubby is going to see Samantha tonight and sleep at the nicu with her. I am sofrustrated because I can't go see her. Wehave take a greyhound bus to the hospital because car is not working properly. I just want to see her so bad and this pain and stuff I can barely sit up. I wan to tell her I love her and give her some hand hugs.