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[No Doubt]

Hey ladies, I'm feeling rather down tonight and just can't stop worrying about things. One thing that has been on my mind is that I often worry what if Jesus returns and the world ends before I have a baby? It's a very real fear of mine. I know it probably sounds silly. But I know as a christian I'm supposed to want to go to heaven, but right now it just scares me.

I've thought about that before and the only thing I could really say as hard as it is, is try not to think about it or allow yourself get wrapped up in it. Even if that does happen I'd like to believe that I would have my baby in heaven. And even I didn't, I wouldn't know about it because there is no sorrow in heaven. I wouldn't feel saf and my heart wouldn't be heavy like it is hear on earth. When you think about it try not to think about the negative of leaving earth before you have a baby, but maybe about the positive of what you will gain in going to heaven. I hope this helps...sorry if it doesn't.

 

[sam79]

Sam I don't know how you keep up with all the bd. Me and the hubby get exhausted from going everyday around O, let alone trying to do every other day throughout the entire cycle and everyday around O. We started using preseed this month too. Here's to a bunch of April bfps!

Hi No Doubt,
I think I worded my previous post badly because hubby and I basically wait until dr says to go for it (based on scans and bloodwork) which is around o time.