Needs Advice..

[nic0le]

In September 2012 I lost my baby boy at 18 weeks. This was my second pregnancy. I do have a beautiful baby boy who is 15 months old, and perfect. However, with my first two pregnancies, I was extreamly sick with morning sickness, and my breasts hurt a ton from day 1!

This time around is different, Im not sick at all, and my breasts only hurt a bit. I am almost 6 weeks along, but with me prev. pregnancies like I said, I was extreamly sick.

Im so worried after what happened a few short months ago, that something is wrong. I know going to the Dr and is the best option, which I plan on doing soon, however I just cant bare the fact that something could go wrong again.

Also, I watched the ultrasound with my boy in September, and I watched as his heart wasnt beating. Its an image I will never get out of my mind, and I swear I still see every time I blink. How do I even get the courage to look at my new babies ultrasound?

How did any of you mommies get over your miscarages, and enjoy your new pregnancy? Because I just find myself being one big bag of worry

 

[Tournesol]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

I don't think anyone ever gets over a miscarriage. You just learn to believe that this time is different. All you can do is be as positive as you can be.

As for your sickness, mine started at about 8w and lasted until 19w, so maybe it will come later for you. Or maybe you'll be lucky this time and not get it.
Remember every pregnancy is different and symptoms, or lack of, don't mean anything.

Good luck x