Silverkey554
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Hi there I'm new here & just looking for some opinions. My husband (28) and I (26) have been married a little over 3 years, together over 10. I have been a nurse for 4 years and he just recently started a job after finishing his MBA. Originally we decided to wait to ttc until our 5th wedding anniversary, but last year I started to get the itch. I have always hated the pill, so in August we agreed to only use condoms. In December my period was about 3 weeks late - I'm never really regular, but never that late. I began to get really excited and used to the idea of being pregnant. When I did get my period, it was really painful, heavy, etc and I was worried I miscarried? But was too nervous to take a pregnancy test. Since then I have had this kind of illogical/irrational urge to be pregnant. It is all I think about/research in my spare time. My husband has said he is not ready to try until late next year, but at the same time says 'if it happens it happens', so we have been tracking and pulling out/abstaining throughout the month. 1. I'm worried when he says he isn't ready, but if it happens it happens - because if it does I will be so thrilled, but will he resent me? 2. Has anyone else felt this crazy urge? I almost feel empty inside like nothing I do to distract myself can satisfy the need. My husband just thinks I'm depressed . I know I'm 'still young & have time' but it doesn't change the way o feel - we have a house, debt free, etc. Anyways, I didn't know where else to talk about it - so thanks for reading my rant - any advice would be greatly appreciated!!