Having a HORRIBLE time now
Well we tried progesterone last month and didn't get a bleed. No biggie we were going to wait and try again around Oct/Nov when we could dedicate to BDing. To catch everyone up, I had a M/C in march and have not had an AF since then. So the last 2 nights Paige has STTN (yay!) She only bf's 2x a day now where she was BFing allllll night. Well early yesterday AM I go pee and notice some brown stained CM when I wipe. I got excited thinking AF was on her way! woohoo au natruale! So I expect the witch to go all slasher movie on my undies and even wear a pad. Except NOTHING HAPPENS. I get more of the brown tinged CM when I wipe till about 4pm then nothing. Nada- Zilch. No cramps, no tinged cm nothing. So DH makes a whitty "are you preggo?" comment when I mentioned the spotting (he thinks spotting ONLY occurs during pregnancy since it was a big issue with us and Paige, never occured to him it's natural with AF too) I say No but it eats at me and I take an HPT. I know Blue Dyes are AWFUL but it was the only thing I have in the house. and I get this:
https://i736.photobucket.com/albums/xx3/mommabuckley/test-1.jpg
and inverted
https://i736.photobucket.com/albums/xx3/mommabuckley/test-1-1.jpg
Everyone in my playgroup screams bfp but I'm not convinced so I go get a FRER and FRER digi and test this AM with FMU and everything and it's a total BFN.
fter all the promise of a blue bfp I did a 6hr+ hold FMU and re-tested with a FRER and FRER digi and there is no doubting the virginity of these tests- total BFN.
Worst part is I have no clue when to expect AF so I'm just in limbo land again
https://i736.photobucket.com/albums/xx3/mommabuckley/newtest.jpg
And of course I think maybe that FRER was a fluke so I test again with 2ndFMU and it's another BFN. I'm pretty certain now I am NOT pregnant but 1) wtf is with that solid blue dye. 2) wtf was the tinted cm/spotting thingy and 3) gosh I just pray SOMETHING happens in the next few days to get me out of limbo-hell!!