Well, tested this morning and guess what? BIG FAT FUCKING NEGATIVE. Not even a flipping hint of a line. I am FED up. It must have just been a nasty evap. Lucky me, ay?*
My body pisses me off. I just doesn't wanna do what it's flipping supposed to. Just conceive, you stupid body. You're supposed to be evolutionary primed to do so!! There's a flipping sperm and egg, just merge, implant and grow - ffs!*
You know, if I'm not pregnant, I will be going on five months TTC. That feels like ages. That's almost half a year. It's nothing compared to some of the lovely ladies on here, but it still feels like forever

I do everything right, and nothing. I'm 18; my body's supposed to be so ready to conceive. I feel so sad this morning.*
I am 11DPO, I would have thought I could have got a line if the test I got the other day was a positive. I guess I'll find out the truth when I get my bloods taken but I just feel so upset right now. Just wanna curl up in bed, but I have work
All those years of artificial hormones to avoid pregnancy. Needn't have bothered, my body doesn't wanna conceive even when I do everything for it to do so
To make matters worse, my boss told me yesterday that his wife is pregnant. He said they just stopped bc and she fell preg! He doesn't know about me TTC, obviously, and I am so happy for them, but it stings.