new to this 2ww thing - 1dpo (I think) 3rd September

[EmmyReece]

I'm feeling a bit weepy and don't know why. Silly little things are getting to me today. Like I've got to wait for my food for an extra half an hour because Ray isn't ready for his supper (mum's ex partner with alcoholic dementia, so he pretty much has all his meals sorted for him), and I'm starving Have got some salmon in the oven cooking and am really looking forward to it ...

Probably tmi, but I had a lump of sticky cm earlier, very similar to ewcm, but cloudy if you know what I mean? Not sure what to think to that

 

[DaisyDoodles]

I was quite emotional yesterday, hubby took refuge in the bedroom for most of the evening!! lol

I think the stress of not knowing makes us worse.

 

[EmmyReece]

One minute I think I am pg, then the next I'm not so sure ... wish my body would just make it's mind up

 

[CamoQueen]

DH doesn't even know I'm dealing with the TWW right now so I think he thinks he's dealing with PMS, lol. I just want to know already!

 

[EmmyReece]

ladies, I hate the thought of other people going through all this, how I'm feeling etc, but it does help to have people who understand what you're going through

My fella doesn't know I'm in the 2ww either ...

Anyone want a sore throat and yukky taste in their mouth?

 

[CamoQueen]

Lol, no thanks, but you can have my chocolate cravings. Another hot chocolate this afternoon makes three in a row!

Okay so call me crazy, but I think I had implantation spotting last night. I'm thinking I might be one day farther past OV than I thought, because I got my OPK pos on Friday... could have OV'd that day. And then yesterday night I saw one teeny little pinprick of brown blood on my panties. CM is still clear... I know it's not from shaving 'cause I shower in the morning and it wasn't there 'til last night. Plus I have lots of little cramps going on, and I just POAS and I SWEAR I saw the very faint beginnings of a BFP. Could have been an evap, but I'm hopeful... arrgh, prob just getting my hopes up but I can't wait to POAS tomorrow using FMU!

And I implanted real early with DS, because I got such a strong pos at eight DPO... dunno... I'm crossing my fingers!

 

[EmmyReece]

oooohhhh it sounds really hopeful hun ...

Headache, sore throat, tummy ache, aching down my sides, aching down by my pelvis and I can't believe how weepy I am. I just had a good old cry because everyone was having pizza and I really, really wanted kebab (but didn't want to have one because of my diet), but I gave in and had a kebab, and I feel loads better since having one

 

[CamoQueen]

Heck yeah, you gotta treat yourself, it's your TWW! At least that's what I've been telling myself when I've been chowing down on cookies every night... don't feel bad about a little kebab, I had eight cookies last night with dinner!!!!

 

[EmmyReece]

That's what my mum told me, minus it being my 2ww cos she doesn't know

 

[CamoQueen]

That's what my mum told me, minus it being my 2ww cos she doesn't know

Lol, you and I are exactly the same, I haven't told anyone but BnB about it being a TWW! Are you wanting to surprise everyone if it's a BFP? Or just not wanting to hear people ask if you're PG yet?

My mom and MIL know that we're trying, but I'm not going to let them know if we're PG 'til I have my ten week scan. And if I'm PG this month the plan is to tell DH on his birthday, which is the twenty-seventh. But who knows if I could really hold out that long, lol!

 

[EmmyReece]

wanting to surprise everyone really, though if I got a bfp I'd probably squeal so loud that they'd all know

 

[CamoQueen]

lol, that sounds like me. Before my first pregnancy I told DH I wanted to keep it secret 'til after the first tri, but the day I found out I told EVERYONE. Mom, MIL, DH, coworkers...

Ugh, can't stand this waiting. The more I think about it, the more I'm sure I just had an evap... I think I want so badly to be PG I'm letting my mind/eyes play tricks on me. Well, guess I'll know either way in a few days.

 

[EmmyReece]

Have you got a piccy of it hun, if you have I'll take a look at it for you ...

I'm wide awake now, it's been a really restless night. I feel exactly like I did yesterday morning, absolutely nothing lol, but then I ate and I felt sick. And I don't like feeling sick

 

[DaisyDoodles]

Morning!!

I've still got sore bbs, but having a 'I'm out' day!!

My temps dropped today and I'm just not feeling pregnant.. I know it sounds daft, but I'm pretty convinced now that this isn't gonna be my month!!

I don't know how you're both keeping your 2ww from everyone though, I'm like a cat on a hot tin roof and it's obvious to everyone why! lol

 

[EmmyReece]

Nobody knows we're ttc, people know we'd like a baby, but not that we're actually trying lol.

I'm a bit scared to actually get anything to eat or drink as I don't want to feel yukky like I did yesterday morning. But at the moment, I feel nothing, lol. I was aching so much last night, twinges in my sides, in my tummy and in my bbs lol

I don't think I'm pregnant, I feel like I should be showing more symptoms and that they shouldn't just appear when I eat in the morning

Still keeping fingers crossed for everyone

 

[EmmyReece]

just got a twinge in my left bb, quite sharp and pulling type pains in my tummy ...

 

[EmmyReece]

Is this a good thing? My lower left side of tummy is quite achey and crampy today, and I've only had a slice of toast so far. It's not hunger pains, but more like the af pains I used to get. 8dpo today, I'm still feeling a little bit hopeful

 

[CamoQueen]

Ooooh, it sounds good to me.

So a BFN this morning, must've been an evap earlier. First one I've ever had, boooo on the evap, lol. I know it's early days but I'm so hopeful that I'll fall PG this month!

Weirdly I woke up feeling nothing this morning. Nada with the cramps, or sickness... but painful bbies, but that's because I slept on them funny, I think. So hoping it's not a bad sign, but I guess time will tell whether this eggy took or not. It's just the waiting it out that sucks!

 

[EmmyReece]

Apparently some people don't get many symptoms at all

Just had food and my tummy is aching like crazy, all round my belly button, and down towards my pelvis

Still keeping everything crossed for you, hopefully no more evaps

 

[CamoQueen]

Lol, thanks. All your symptoms sound really promising to me, I think this could be your month!