new to this 2ww thing - 1dpo (I think) 3rd September

[DaisyDoodles]

Aaaw Emmy, don't feel bad hun... you're not the only one to resent other people!!

I'm a childminder and have had to endure the mother of one of the kids I mind being pregnant and now look after her 9 month old... as much as I love having the baby here, she's a painful reminder of what I myself haven't got!

I woke up this morning feeling great (not that I was happy with that!) other than sore nipples I felt as right as rain and decided it was time to face the fact that this just wasn't going to be my month - but baby was dropped off about half hour ago, carrying her into the living room made my tummy starting twinging and I'm now sat here feeling queasy so maybe I'm still in!!

 

[EmmyReece]

ohhhh fingers crossed you're still in

what day are you planning on testing? I don't know when to go for lol, will have 10 cheapie tests coming and 2 frer tests too.

I'm trying to keep positive, but all the symptoms I keep noticing, I feel like they're in my head if you know what I mean? I feel like I'm dreaming them up because I want to be pregnant so badly

 

[4magpies]

I know how you feel Emmy, my only just turned 17 SIL is due in december, right over xmas holidays. Its going to ruin my xmas if I am not pregnant by then.

She still lives at home, had only been with her OH for nearly a year when she got pregnant, neither of them have jobs. Her OH is abusive and takes drugs. Why the hell did she get pregnant first?! I was meant to have the 1st grandchild and she went and ruined it. Argh!!! I know that sounds really brattish but thats just how I feel!

xxx

 

[EmmyReece]

It doesn't sound brattish at all hun, I felt the same when my mum thought my brother's 19 year old gf was pregnant.

I want this more than anything else in the world. I wouldn't even mind not getting married to Chris as long as I could have a little bubs

 

[DaisyDoodles]

I'm feeling the same about symptoms, I get all excited because I have some, but then worry that I'm imagining them.... I guess we'll all find out one way or another soon!

I was planning to test from tomorrow, but my FF has just decided to adjust my data and put me back a day... I have no idea why, it originally told me I'd O'd on cd10 which I knew was wrong, then it said cd14, changed to cd15 and back again to 14... today it's saying 15 again, I'm totally peeved with it, but if I'm only 6dpo tomorrow, there's no point trying to test so I'll probably hold off until after the weekend!

I've got a couple of FRER tests on their way to me as well... not sure if they'll be any better than the cheapies I have that are caliming to be 10miu?

 

[EmmyReece]

Well, I've just had some muesli and then a yoghurt, and I feel dreadful. Really, really queasy. Dare I hope it's a good thing??? And again I feel like I've wet myself

The cheapie ones have always brought up evaps for me so I'm not sure why I've gone and got them think it's more to do with satisfying my poas addiction

 

[patience090]

hello ladies hows everyone im currently 1dpo today if i did indeed concieve this will be my first i had some very odd cramping on day of ov and yesterday hope that these very good signs..but what i dont like and sorry it may be tmi but i am already starting to discharge more than usual so i dont know if its too early for that or what or may be another sign of something eles but my fingers are cross that is something positive... good luck and baby dust to all u ladies.

 

[CamoQueen]

Glad that everyone's doing okay today! I'm feeling a bit more optimistic this morning, but still cautious about getting my hopes up for nothing. A bit of cramping/achy feelings this morning, and slight nausea all day. I'm crossing my fingers for all of us!

 

[EmmyReece]

That sounds exactly like me Camo Queen, I'll be 10dpo in 4 days and I was wondering whether it would be worthwhile doing a test then as I'm going to order 10 cheapie tests and 2 frer tests, just in case by some miracle I've caught this month

 

[CamoQueen]

Oh yeah, I would say it's def worth testing when you're that far! I got a strong positive with my first pregnancy when I was only 8 DPO - sure of it, 'cause of my LH surge - so there's always a possibility!!! Especially at 10 DPO, a lot of women get positives.

 

[EmmyReece]

I'll keep my fingers crossed 4 days to go and counting, the tests probably won't arrive until next week now if I order them tomorrow, so monday or tuesday, something should show up by then

 

[babyanise]

hello,i have been quietly reading and following your posts,hopeing you all get your bfp soon ladies,im only 4dpo so a way to go yet.

 

[EmmyReece]

you're only a couple of days behind gl to you too for your bfp

 

[CamoQueen]

Hey chicka, you and I are exactly the same DPO, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you. We all need to get our BFPs this cycle!

Emmy, I think Mon/Tues should be great for testing, def far enough to get a pos. All your symptoms sound really promising! I think I'm gonna get another hot chocolate this afternoon to calm me down... well, it's a good excuse, lol. I miss being pregnant and being able to justify stuff like that by saying "the baby wants it", lol!!

 

[babyanise]

i have been cramping from 1dpo and i have never had that before,not so early,headache's,lotion cm yesterday and today and very tired,had a nap this afternoon im not going to test untill im late,dont want to see the bfn.

 

[EmmyReece]

I'm so so so petrified that I'm looking too much into it, maybe it's too much to expect that I'll be lucky the first month I start ovulating again

 

[CamoQueen]

Aww, keep your hopes up guys, there is an equal chance every month of getting PG and it's never over 'til AF rears her ugly head!

I'm trying to think positively... like if I'm not PG this month, at least I can have a big fat margarita on my b'day, lol.

 

[EmmyReece]

lol ... I've decided if I'm not pg then I'm going to dye my hair

 

[CamoQueen]

Yeah, that's the spirit! I like to plan things that are non-pregnancy friendly in case AF comes, like drinking, or eating sushi, etc. That way if I'm not PG I still have something to look forward to, IYKWIM. If I have to have AF on my birthday, I am definitely getting nice and buzzed, lol.

 

[DaisyDoodles]

Lol, I've convinced myself this afternoon I'm not PG, but I'm going to console myself by pigging out on Parma ham!!

Camoqueen, I read that sushi was fine while pregnant as long as it wasn't raw tuna.. apparently the smoking process for salmon makes it safe?? - Not that I eat anything other than the veggie stuff anyway, I hate raw fish!