Newbie from France in need of sororal support

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  1. heleninaseb

    heleninaseb Member

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    I don't want to die.
    that's a good news.

    But I am barely feeling alive now.
    I had a miscarriage on the 4th of april.
    I was aware it would go that way the day before and the ground just open beneath my feet.

    I had to go to emergency room in the early morning and have a curettage.
    Awful experience.
    Hell.

    I am still wondering why it happened.
    I am not comforted by the: there must have been something wrong with the baby or it happens to a lot of women in the first pregnancy...

    well my sister got two pregnancies and no miscarriage.
    my best friend too.
    well this also happens to many women right?

    well I'm not gonna vent here.
    It's just so recent I am still unable to know how I'm gonna heal this.

    let me introduce myself.

    I am an artist/poet/writer/photographer.
    I am a highly sensitive person. an empath.
    I have been through several depressive episodes in my life.
    But still I have been able to rise up thanks to hope and my beliefs.

    I guess I am what you call a fighter, though many just see a sullen woman, or the stereotyped depressive artist.

    I am a loner but I dream of a more social life, with friends here and now, but though I try meeting people I hardly click with others.
    Most of my truest friends live abroad.

    I am living one hour from Paris.
    and I am not enjoying living here.
    I wish I could go back living near my parents.

    hope to meet some lovely friendly women here!
     
  2. mandy81

    mandy81 Well-Known Member

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    Hi hun welcome to BnB. xx :hugs:
     
  3. polo_princess

    polo_princess ♥ Brookes Mummy ♥

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    Welcome to BnB

    Im sorry for your loss :hugs:
     
  4. mommy2

    mommy2 Well-Known Member

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    Hello Sweetie, Welcome to the site, Sorry for your loss. There is a reason why your angel went back to heaven so you need to stop worrying so much, keep strong and stay positive and i am sure you will be blessed soon agian. Sometimes things happen in life and we have no idea why they happen but when it does it makes us appricate life so much more. I had 2 miscarriages before having my first child and when he was finally here i could not picture my life without him. So hang in there - yours is coming soon :hugs:
     
  5. caz81

    caz81 Well-Known Member

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    hello, sorry to hear about your loss xx
     
  6. Mikey2000c

    Mikey2000c Member

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    welcome helen :hug:
     
  7. tansey

    tansey Finally a Mummy!

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    sorry for your loss! :hugs:

    welcome :wave: you will meet lots of nice ladies on here to become friends with!
     
  8. flutterbylge

    flutterbylge Riley's mummy & expecting

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    im sorry to hear about your loss. we are all here to support you through it..
     
  9. emie

    emie ttc#6

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  10. Waiting2bMommy

    Waiting2bMommy Levi and Jax's Mommy!

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    Hello and Welcome! :wave:

    So sorry to hear about your loss. You will find wonderful women here! Best of luck!
     
  11. heleninaseb

    heleninaseb Member

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    thank you all very much for the warm welcome!
     
  12. Kiree

    Kiree proud mammy of 2 boys

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    i'm sorry to hear about your loss.. i hope you find a lot of support and friends here. please keep us up to date with how you are doing xx
     
  13. Charlotte-j

    Charlotte-j Mum of 2.

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    welcome to baby and bump :)
     

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