nightly panic attacks

[babydue2011]

i am going to be 25 weeks preg tomorrow. i have had nightly panic attacks and just thought getting this off my chest may help. dont have any friends or really anybody to talk to. Basically long story shot.. unsure of who BD is. Will either be my ex hispanic bf of 3 years or an african american guy. My ex wants nothing to do with the me or the baby. but i am so scared that one day he will and the baby will be the other guys. Goshhh i just wish i had a sign or something to knows whose it is.

besides thoughts of this i always have dreams of him and his new girlfriend having a baby and getting the happily ever after i was promised by him for so many years. its just really hard. im not a bad person, had a moment of weakness and i am afriad of the outcome.

 

[AbbynChloe]

Hi hun, I don't know what to say that will make you feel any better, but at the end of the day there is nothing you can do until the baby is born regarding paternity.

You've got 15 weeks left of your pregnancy - you need to try and focus on you and baby now.

xxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[babydue2011]

thank you. i am trying but these nightly panic attacks are getting hard. i wake up every night with my chest pounding (feels like its closing in) and just thinking oh no its not his baby. it has been like this the past couple of weeks. i just need to stop thinking about it but ughhh now thats its really close i am so worried. plus im still not over my ex so its hard. i have good days and bad.

 

[kirst1805]

What Abby said, there is nothing you can do at the minute, Whats done is done.. Try to enjoy whats left of your pregnancy, Easier said than done sometimes I know.

hun.

xxx

 

[babydue2011]

thank you

 

[lily2011]

awwww hun Just try to take it one day at a time. You are going to be a mom no matter what so just try to stay calm for your LO for the time being.

 

[babydue2011]

Thank you ... last night was my first full night of good sleep in awhile. i know there is nothing i can do right now so i just need to stay calm and get ready my LO.