scared girl
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Its been 4w5d since I lost my baby at 16w2d, I just don't feel the same although me and my partner knew I was pregnant we hadn't told anyone as we were both scared about becoming parents. We've been together nearly 2 years. I had a natural miscarriage on the 30th December I had to be rushed in hospital and put on morphine as I couldn't handle the pain unfortunately my partner was working 2hrs away but rushed straight home the hosital didn't make me feel any better about what was happening they didn't tell Me about what was happening, after I had lost the baby I was given a internal exam to which half hour later a doctor returned and said I had to have another as the first woman didn't have authourity to send me home (no reason fr her to do it then) after going home and returning to the hospital a couple of times I felt totally alone like I couldn't take to anyone my partner is completely over it. Like its never happened he doesn't see why I'm upset as we never saw the baby (they took it sway straight away) and I had never felt it move I guess he just didn't see it as a real life baby .
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