Hey Ladies,
I am 18weeks gone and bump is starting to show, I am so scared of this pregnancy, I miscarried my 1st at 13 weeks and now I feel so anxious all the time, last week I was admitted to hospital they detected a heart mumur which is very normal but yet they still want to do tests. Baby is fine and healthy but I am still so afraid to attach to this pregnancy and am worried about the mother baby bond, I feel so awful that I am not enjoying it. I am so afraid to make a mistake in case lil one suffers. I had my mc in October and this lil one is due in October, I am just so anxious about it all. I feel like crying all the time cos I feel like I dont want this pregnancy which of course I do I just wishing my life away.
I am 18weeks gone and bump is starting to show, I am so scared of this pregnancy, I miscarried my 1st at 13 weeks and now I feel so anxious all the time, last week I was admitted to hospital they detected a heart mumur which is very normal but yet they still want to do tests. Baby is fine and healthy but I am still so afraid to attach to this pregnancy and am worried about the mother baby bond, I feel so awful that I am not enjoying it. I am so afraid to make a mistake in case lil one suffers. I had my mc in October and this lil one is due in October, I am just so anxious about it all. I feel like crying all the time cos I feel like I dont want this pregnancy which of course I do I just wishing my life away.
