Shootingfor3
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My SO and I very recently (2 days before O day) decided on the NTNP plan. We are both open to the idea of pregnancy, but now that we've "done the deed", the possibility that it could be now is slightly nerve wracking. I'm 35 with 2 DDs (just turning 10 & 13). SO is not the dad, but has been parenting them with me for almost 2 years and loves the idea of another little one. He doesn't have any of his own.
So here's my neurotic, possibly pregnant brain:
"I'm 35! What the hell am I thinking? My kids are essentially teenagers and I'm doing this again?!"
"I got preggers first try with my other 2. What if this is the month for this one? Already?!"
"Again, I'm 35! Chances of miscarriage and disease go way up!"
"I haven't been to to gym in 2 years. Pregnancy will kill me!"
"I know this is the first month and we're not really TRYING, but man, I hope that stick has 2 lines at the end of the month!"
So, mostly, I'm going insane and just want someone to tell me I'm not 😂😂😂
So here's my neurotic, possibly pregnant brain:
"I'm 35! What the hell am I thinking? My kids are essentially teenagers and I'm doing this again?!"
"I got preggers first try with my other 2. What if this is the month for this one? Already?!"
"Again, I'm 35! Chances of miscarriage and disease go way up!"
"I haven't been to to gym in 2 years. Pregnancy will kill me!"
"I know this is the first month and we're not really TRYING, but man, I hope that stick has 2 lines at the end of the month!"
So, mostly, I'm going insane and just want someone to tell me I'm not 😂😂😂