O/T just need a good whine :\

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i want my horse.
I haven't been riding in ages, and it's killing me. I just wanna jump on and go. And I swear to god, the next person to tell me I can't ride because I'm pregnant is going to get a swift kick in the ass, If my doctor says its okay, then it's okay damnit.

The reason I haven't been able to ride is because my horse is 300+ miles away at my mom's place, and I haven't the money to get a lease or take lessons in the city because it's just so f*cking expensive. Honestly, full board in Vancouver costs as much as my rent!! >:/ That just doesn't seem fair.

I want a fast forward button, so that I can fast forward to living in Alberta and having my horse at my grandparents' place. and having a car so I can go see him. I'm just so impatient for the rest of my life to be happening. :/