Oh, it's so annoying

[daisyr21]

Waiting around to see if my cycles are gonna be normal again, is so annoying. It took us four months to get pregnant with the LO with lost, and yesterday was exactly a month that we lost it. The bleeding only lasted a week, which is a typical period for me, and twice since then I thought that I saw fertile cm, but I won't know till I get my period. It's just frustrating because I had a really good idea of how my cycles were behaving and that stuff and now I feel like I'm starting all over again. My cycles were averaging 35 days, which means that AF should come anytime after the 15th. Right now we are NTNP and plan to really start trying in Dec/Jan, but it is still annoying to feel so out of tune from your body.. I hate this!!!