Belgiansunset
Ellie's Mummy
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Hi everyone, I'm brand new to this forum. I'm feeling really down and need some support.
I'm 30 and have been with my partner (who's 35) for 6 years. Early on in our relationship (within the first year) he was keen on having kids, kept saying he didn't want to be an old dad, and wanted us to start soonish. I said I wouldn't be ready till about 30. He was always trying to persuade me to make it 29, 28 etc.
A lot of our friends have started having babies, some of them a few years younger than us. I now feel ready to start a family. But now he says he's not ready yet, and has no memory of our conversations a few years ago. This is so frustrating!
I keep telling him that it can take a long time to conceive, and that the further into my 30s I get, the harder it will be. But now every time I bring it up, he accuses me of nagging and doesn't want to listen.
It feels really unfair because before he was the one who seemed ready. He's saying he won't be ready for a couple more years, although he won't be very specific about when.
The timing for me would be perfect now, I've reached a natural ending point in my job, we are financially secure, and for the first time I feel a genuine longing for a baby. I always wanted 3, and I'm worried if we leave it too late there won't be time for 3! Also two of my friends had early miscarriages and I'm worried this will happen to me and delay things even further.
I know there's no real answer because obviously I can't force him to be ready, and I know he will be eventually. But right now I feel completely gutted, and I can no longer talk to him about my feelings because he will think I'm nagging again. I guess I just needed to sound off a bit really. Is anyone else in the same situation?
I'm 30 and have been with my partner (who's 35) for 6 years. Early on in our relationship (within the first year) he was keen on having kids, kept saying he didn't want to be an old dad, and wanted us to start soonish. I said I wouldn't be ready till about 30. He was always trying to persuade me to make it 29, 28 etc.
A lot of our friends have started having babies, some of them a few years younger than us. I now feel ready to start a family. But now he says he's not ready yet, and has no memory of our conversations a few years ago. This is so frustrating!
I keep telling him that it can take a long time to conceive, and that the further into my 30s I get, the harder it will be. But now every time I bring it up, he accuses me of nagging and doesn't want to listen.
It feels really unfair because before he was the one who seemed ready. He's saying he won't be ready for a couple more years, although he won't be very specific about when.
The timing for me would be perfect now, I've reached a natural ending point in my job, we are financially secure, and for the first time I feel a genuine longing for a baby. I always wanted 3, and I'm worried if we leave it too late there won't be time for 3! Also two of my friends had early miscarriages and I'm worried this will happen to me and delay things even further.
I know there's no real answer because obviously I can't force him to be ready, and I know he will be eventually. But right now I feel completely gutted, and I can no longer talk to him about my feelings because he will think I'm nagging again. I guess I just needed to sound off a bit really. Is anyone else in the same situation?