Old friend died..

[SarahhhLouise]

Ive just found out an old friend of mine died yesterday, i hadnt spoken to them in over a year, and we werent that close anymore but there was a time when we all used to hang out, but this really hurts, I think its because of the way they died and i wish i could of helped them get through whatever it is they were going through, and the last time we did talk it didnt really end on good terms. i dont know what to do? or who to talk to, i feel like a fraud for feeling this way, like i kinda dont deserve to as we werent close anymore. I just cant think about anything else, i feel for their family and cant imagine how much pain they're going through. i dont expect replies just needed to write it down to get it out of my head. xx

 

[mayb_baby]

Im so sorry

xxx

 

[stella123]

i'm going through the exact same thing. my ex boyfriend committed suicide in april, and although we werent close anymore, it still breaks my heart everyday. i find great peace visiting his headstone and having a chat with him. i also find setting off chinese sky lanterns is a great closure for me, i often write messages on them to him.
feel free to PM me if you want to chat about this more, i understand how hard it is xx

 

[SarahhhLouise]

thank you so much, i just cant believe hes gone, i cant believe he did it, he was like the happiest person ive ever met, always making other people laugh, and helping us out when we were sad and that. xxx

 

[emmylou209]

big hugs hun so sorry an loss is hard here for u if u need to tlk xx

 

[x__amour]

I'm so so so sorry

 

[SarahhhLouise]

ill pm you em xxx

 

[emmylou209]

ok ill be on here for a while anyway x

 

[QuintinsMommy]

sorry hun

 

[SarahhhLouise]

Thanks girls xxxxx

 

[stella123]

thank you so much, i just cant believe hes gone, i cant believe he did it, he was like the happiest person ive ever met, always making other people laugh, and helping us out when we were sad and that. xxx

it came as a shock to us too. unfortunately he had got involved with drugs and i think it escalated the depression.
i'm here if you need to talk to someone x

 

[Mumma2B2010]

My older brother committed suicide so I know how you feel hun If you ever wanna talk PM me.

 

[Sophiiie]

xx

 

[sophie0909uk]

My babies dad done it two weeks this coming Sunday. So i know how u feel. Its not nice to think "i could of helped him" But if they wanted peoples help, they would of asked.
The way he done it really isnt nice, but he knew that way would work i guess.

Im here if u want a chat.

xx