omg!!! i'm back to square one AGAIN....

[doc123]

i'm bleeding again... i'm 7 weeks and 3 days.. we had scan last week which saw slow heartbeat on one twin after losing one twin already with previous bleeding...i've had 3 mcs now and lost 4 babies in those mc's... i just cant go through all this again.....

and i'm bleeding AGAIN!!!! I've been crying all day not really knowing the reason why as i've been feeling super super low.. and now there is bleeding...

i'm just exhausted... fed up with feeling this way and fed up of feeling so wretched.. i was starting to hope it might be ok in the last few days despite not wanting to so we didnt get our hopes dashed....... we are due scan on friday just to confirm everything is ok but i called the epu and they can scan me on weds instead so we will be seen then instead...

my whole life has been on hold waiting for things to just get further along.. i'm off work until friday and due to restart back....

i dont want to wait till xmas week just to be told its all over and to have to have an erpc around that time as that is just horrible....

it works for other people.. why not for us? why does this keep happening to us? why cant it just continue for us?? we've had all the tests apart from the genetic tests which we've been advised against.....and they are all normal so theres no good reason why it shouldnt work for us.......i've done everything right- taken the prenatal vitamins, not drunk a drop of booze, slept ok...

i'm beside myself with worry now about what to do and how to carry on.. i've been having really bad morning sickness and i took that to be a positive sign really.. but on saturday it wasnt so bad and this morning it wasnt so bad either.. have a horrible horrible feeling its all over for us.....

i just cant keep going through this- it is just too too too hard.....
my whole life is on hold.. i want to get off the rollercoaster.....

 

[Omi]

Oh, sweetheart!

im with you all the way..i really, really am! All i can give you is hugs though..so here you go..


Omi xxx

 

[FEDup1981]

im sorry hun. hopefully its a continuation from the bleeding you had with the 1st baby, and the 2nd baby is ok. Got my fingers x'd for you

 

[Alexas Mommy]

I hope it is just continuation bleed from the first twin...

 

[rachjim98]

I am sure hoping the best for you and yours. Please try not to think the worst untill you know for sure. I wish you or I or anyone never had to go through all this pain. I am feeling your pain and just know we are all here for you.

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

i'm bleeding again... i'm 7 weeks and 3 days.. we had scan last week which saw slow heartbeat on one twin after losing one twin already with previous bleeding...i've had 3 mcs now and lost 4 babies in those mc's... i just cant go through all this again.....

and i'm bleeding AGAIN!!!! I've been crying all day not really knowing the reason why as i've been feeling super super low.. and now there is bleeding...

i'm just exhausted... fed up with feeling this way and fed up of feeling so wretched.. i was starting to hope it might be ok in the last few days despite not wanting to so we didnt get our hopes dashed....... we are due scan on friday just to confirm everything is ok but i called the epu and they can scan me on weds instead so we will be seen then instead...

my whole life has been on hold waiting for things to just get further along.. i'm off work until friday and due to restart back....

i dont want to wait till xmas week just to be told its all over and to have to have an erpc around that time as that is just horrible....

it works for other people.. why not for us? why does this keep happening to us? why cant it just continue for us?? we've had all the tests apart from the genetic tests which we've been advised against.....and they are all normal so theres no good reason why it shouldnt work for us.......i've done everything right- taken the prenatal vitamins, not drunk a drop of booze, slept ok...

i'm beside myself with worry now about what to do and how to carry on.. i've been having really bad morning sickness and i took that to be a positive sign really.. but on saturday it wasnt so bad and this morning it wasnt so bad either.. have a horrible horrible feeling its all over for us.....

i just cant keep going through this- it is just too too too hard.....
my whole life is on hold.. i want to get off the rollercoaster.....

why not... trust me theres nothing wrong with them they are worth while and theyl find the problem. they found the problem in me. you might be like me and have chomosome problem.. every doctor in the country would tell you to go for the testsing.. it doesnt hurt. just bloods and thats it.
youl never no for sure if u dnt try hunni.

 

[Lyns]

OMG hunny, I'm so sorry to hear this seems to be happening again. It truly doesn't seem to be in the slightest bit fair.

I pray that all is Ok for you and your littel bean stays tucked up tight xxxxx

 

[saraian24]

Oh babes i am so sorry precious x

 

[KelBez]

I am so sorry to hear sweetheart.
I have had 2 in the past, so I know it's horrible.

 

[becky77]

i am keeping my fingers croossed that baby is stuck good and tight for you.

hugs
x

 

[Chris77]

Oh hun, I am so so sorry! I'm praying everything is okay with little bean.

 

[soliloquise]

praying for a miracle for you

sam xxx

 

[passengerrach]

im so so sorry hun i hope everything turns out to be ok

 

[honeybunch2k7]

I don't even know what to say.

 

[Barneyboo]

I pray everything is ok with you x x x x

 

[eclipse]

First, its not over until its over. Second, I agree that you should get the genetic testing. There may be a very simple reason that you are mc repeatedly that could be fixed. In the meantime, try to stay positive, I will be thinking about you.

 

[SJK]

I hope all is ok xxx

 

[NickyT75]

Hope you are ok babe xx

 

[Rumpskin]

Thinking of you honeybunch xxx

 

[KKSARAH]

Really hope everythings ok xx