On the road again graduates

[RedWylder]

Where would I be without you ladies?! You continue to keep me hopeful and moving forward when I'd rather just lie around and mope. 2 more hours!

 

[rayraykay]

You ladies do the same for me. It's the least I can do! 10 o'clock my time I will be sending you love and baby dust and good thoughts. Please keep us updated as soon as you can! I can't stop thinking of you!

 

[A.P.]

Red: I had a HCG problem which unfortunately ended in a loss in Jan... after extensive research on HCG levels I do know that even if the numbers are low....thats ok...as long as they are rising... that was my problem...in a 1 week period they went 26-28-32-40-6-1-0 they just didnt rise....the first one i got back I was a bit worried as it was low but my reading all told me that could just be normal for me... some ppl have low numbers throughout pregnancy and have a perfectly healthy baby....but whats more important is that they rise by at least 60% in a 48 hr period... A friend of mine had low numbers throughout pregnancy and her lil man is 1 now. try to relax...I took the digi tests once a week this time...first said 1-2 weeks second 2-3 and third 3+ thats how i knew they were rising...the line tests can be terrible because you will spend what feels like half your hay trying to interpret if the line is darker or lighter than last time fingers crossed for you...i know its stressful

 

[A.P.]

Anchor: Thats really cool were only 2 days apart from each other....its going alright for me...i am a nervous wreck but getting used to that...use my lil doppler buddy every day and it helps....feeling better physically...only 2 trips to worship the porcelain god in the last 2 weeks so yay! hahaha but now heartburn is starting and round ligament pains with backache...yay! (not) when is your anatomy scan? mines 4 weeks from yesterday and i am FREAKING OUT!

 

[RedWylder]

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It's unfortunately what I feared. I have a underdeveloped sac that shows no baby because it's so small. I'll go back in a couple weeks if I don't miscarry before then but no one, not even my midwife is optimistic anymore. Thank you ladies for showing me so much support and getting me through the hard moments. I know I'll be needing it still.

 

[rayraykay]

god red I'm so so so so sorry. I don't really have the words to say how sorry I am. Sending you love always.

 

[anchor08]

I'm so sorry Red, that is the worst. Take good care of yourself, I wish I could do or say more but just know that we all care and are hurting so much with you.

 

[anchor08]

Rayray, are you still here? How are you getting along?

 

[RedWylder]

I'm still here stalking now but I won't have much to contribute. I hope you ladies are doing well.

 

[anchor08]

I'm glad you're still here Red, how are you doing? Physically are things going okay?

 

[rayraykay]

I'm here!! Thinking of you red. Sending love your way.

I'm doing well. Had my appointment yesterday. Heard the heartbeat at 160.. Didn't do an ultrasound sadly because I have my genetic screening on June 11. Doctor was very happy and told me its okay to start announcing it to people. Looking forward to seeing another ultrasound on June 11.

How are you anchor?

 

[anchor08]

That's great Rayray! So glad everything's going well. I have my next appointment a week from Monday (17+2). A lot of my friends say they usually got a quick scan every time, so I guess it's possible that I'll get a gender peek then, but I'm not holding my breath. My "20 week scan" isn't until 23 weeks, so that still feels ages away. I'm trying to relax and let time pass more quickly, but it's hard...hopefully I'll start feeling movements soon, so that will help!

 

[Carybear]

Hi Rayray and anchor... How are you both doing? So glad to see how far you all are!

 

[rayraykay]

Hi carybear!

That's really sweet of you to come by. I'm doing pretty well. I have my genetic scan on Tuesday which I'm nervous about since there's a high rate of false positives but I think it's a good thing to do. I get to see the baby which I'm really looking forward to since we haven't seen a picture of it since 6.5 weeks. I've been listening to the heartbeat on the at home Doppler whenever I feel nervous. It helps.

How are you carybear?

Anchor! Your appointment on Monday is now only 2 days away! Yay! How are you?

 

[Carybear]

I'm doing great! Even though things around me are falling apart, I am feeling very positive ntnp has taken a lot of stress off of me....

Ray... So glad that you have a way to send the worry packing...

Hoping you get a sneak peek Anchor... I'm def following you guys and can't wait to hear about the milestones as you hit them

 

[Carybear]

I saw today that Left got her BFP I'm so excited for her...

 

[Left wonderin]

Hello everyone . Well looks like I graduated looks like ill be joining you ladies lol......
BFP smu 12dpo ... I don't really believe it yet and I'm terrified !!!!!! Testing again in the am with fmu and digital so fingers crossed ill see it spelt out lol...

Tested early as had brown discharge on 10 and 11 DPO ... Way to early for AF was driving myself bonkers not knowing so tested . Here is the picture for you guys

 

[Left wonderin]

I saw today that Left got her BFP I'm so excited for her...

Awh thanks Cary lets hope its a sticky one like super glue !!!!

 

[Left wonderin]

I've just read back through the Thread and saw Red has not had good news . How sad for her , I hope she is doing ok and I'm sending on lots of love xxxxxxx

 

[anchor08]

I've typed two replies now and they won't post, so this is a quick test. Yes, I should have saved it the second time but I forgot...grrr.

Okay, this seems to be working. Left, congratulations!!! I'm so excited for you, please keep us posted.

I'm excited but also nervous for tomorrow. It's slowly gotten easier to relax and feel confident, but I'm not totally there yet. I hope it will be easier when I start feeling movement. I've felt what I assume are flutters of movement, few and far between, but amazing! The less fun news is that my digestive system is acting HORRIBLY and making life very uncomfortable. I'm trying literally every remedy available to me and nothing is working. I guess it's payback for not having first-tri sickness, but I really hope it lets up soon!