Ethansmummy09
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is having one of those days - and is finding it so strange that next week we will be celebrating our Sons 1st birthday but he is nothing like a one yr old - nothing like a 9 month old even! Having a prem baby is the most amazing and wonderful thing but also the hardest and strangest experience!!
i still cry over everything my famiy went through and im so gratefull my baby boy suvived!having a prem baby and spending time in hosptial is so hard - you see heartbreak and joy, tear of saddness and tears of happpiness. But i would'nt trade my experience as i feel its made me a much better mummy and my relationship with my boy is amazing!!
Its just hard anit it?
When you see all your friends baby's growing and developing you kinda fee left behind!!!
Sorry just wanted to write my feelings down!
xxxxx Thanks for listening xxxxx
i still cry over everything my famiy went through and im so gratefull my baby boy suvived!having a prem baby and spending time in hosptial is so hard - you see heartbreak and joy, tear of saddness and tears of happpiness. But i would'nt trade my experience as i feel its made me a much better mummy and my relationship with my boy is amazing!!
Its just hard anit it?
When you see all your friends baby's growing and developing you kinda fee left behind!!!
Sorry just wanted to write my feelings down!
xxxxx Thanks for listening xxxxx
hun it's very emotional when it nears the first birthday - you remember everything! And its confusing because you know it shouldnt be that way yet! 
