ciarhwyfar
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Hey all,
On Christmas eve last year I had a visit from AF before we seriously started TTC. I was hoping to have only about two years between my last two babies. We caught right away but lost it in mid-February. I wasn't surprised as it had never quite felt right but I was kind of disappointed as well. It had been exactly when I wanted to conceive, you know?
Ten more months later and I was actually started to mentally feel like we had finally made it and I was pregnant. The current visit from AF has changed all that. I'm feeling very sad and a bit sensitive today.
I still feel like there is one more, a baby boy, calling to me. I had visions so strong of having a baby boy four years ago that I thought the last one was going to be it but she was our darling toddler.
I have no idea what else I can reasonably do to make it happen. I take vitamins, get regular exercise, have sex a minimum of three times a week. I don't have regular cycles and have not the time, interest, or money to invest in ovulation stuff. Besides, I get grouchy if I don't get enough , .
We have kind of given ourselves a cut off for TTC due to age, I'm 42 and he is 35. If there isn't a bfp by April, we need to accept that it isn't meant to be, cherish our little girl, and go on with our lives.
Don't really know what else to say right now. Thanks for reading.
On Christmas eve last year I had a visit from AF before we seriously started TTC. I was hoping to have only about two years between my last two babies. We caught right away but lost it in mid-February. I wasn't surprised as it had never quite felt right but I was kind of disappointed as well. It had been exactly when I wanted to conceive, you know?
Ten more months later and I was actually started to mentally feel like we had finally made it and I was pregnant. The current visit from AF has changed all that. I'm feeling very sad and a bit sensitive today.
I still feel like there is one more, a baby boy, calling to me. I had visions so strong of having a baby boy four years ago that I thought the last one was going to be it but she was our darling toddler.
I have no idea what else I can reasonably do to make it happen. I take vitamins, get regular exercise, have sex a minimum of three times a week. I don't have regular cycles and have not the time, interest, or money to invest in ovulation stuff. Besides, I get grouchy if I don't get enough , .
We have kind of given ourselves a cut off for TTC due to age, I'm 42 and he is 35. If there isn't a bfp by April, we need to accept that it isn't meant to be, cherish our little girl, and go on with our lives.
Don't really know what else to say right now. Thanks for reading.