PAL Spring 2011 babies - Welcome Mason, Iris, Lily, Isaac, Luca & Dominic !!!!

[croydongirl]

So just wanted to ask you ladies for a prayer or two as you think of it, had a patch of light brown spotting in my undies earlier when I went to the loo. I almost passed out because I was so sure I was about to start bleeding, I just collapsed into Hubby's arms and cried. He was so sweet but I know it is hard for him to totally understand what it feel like when you body is reminding you every moment that something is going on in your body - good or bad you can't escape.

I am emotionally exhausted.

Spent the last few hours back and forth to the bathroom but nothing else has happened. This may be TMI but after peeing I had lots of what looked like white stuff dripping? Is that just cm?

Last night I was praying the cramps would stop and this morning when I woke up without cramps something felt wrong, like "I don't feel pregnant anymore" or something. Now I am starting to get cramps building again and I am not sure if they bring relief that I am still pregnant or fear that the spotting was the start of a miscarriage.

Just wish I had a crystal ball to know either way what's going on.

Also my parents are coming to stay for 2 weeks, flying in tonight and I don't know how to deal with all this while they are here. I don't want to tell them anything until we know more with blood tests at least. Gonna be tough because it is so hard for me to be motivated to do anything these days, nothing seems to matter.

Thanks for being here ladies, not sure what I would do if I didn't have you to 'talk' to!

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

croydongirl , its hard not to worry, just try and take it easy hun, will keep you in my thoughts x

 

[Perdita]

here is a lovely pic from my injections

https://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/hs330.ash2/61042_10150266373020338_631305337_14584001_347468_n.jpg

I've got loads of those too! Injecting fragmin (like clexane it's a heparin) twice a day - OH keeps saying he should get a pen and join the dots - says he's sure it's a rude picture but only because hes planning where he gives the jabs!
cc

 

[stay.positive]

I think I might be having an MC, red spotting, cramps and I just did a test and it is negative. I can't believe it.

 

[tinybutterfly]

nooo (((hugs))) so sorry hun



afm.... so tired! but really soooo tired
and i still have 8 hours of work ahead of me, no idea how i'm going to pull that one off,
next to my bottle of water, i'm bringing in a bottle of coca cola, i feel like i'm gonna need it

 

[Tulip]

Stay.positive I am so sorry sweetie xxxx

Croydon, cramps and some spotting are normal early on. The uterus contracts to help baby implant into the lining. And brown spotting is highly likely to be old blood caused by the implantation - I had the same. Lots of love.

 

[Tulip]

Good luck Tibs, get yerself some dried fruit for energy snacking if you can xx

Rebecca, thinking of you sweetie! Good luck with your scan xx

 

[debgreasby]

Good luck for your scan Rebecca x

 

[Vickieh1981]

Stay.positive, I am so sorry. I had the same thing before Isabella with the test going negative again. It's awful.

Croydon and cesca - I hope the spotting is nothing for either of you xxx

 

[petitpas]

So sorry, stay positive! Please take care of yourself and hopefully come back here soon xxxxxx

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

Thank you ladies , havent slept a wink all night.....i just dont want to go and be told my baby is dead again. Will update as soon as i get home, thanks x

So sorry stay.positive , just try and relax and take care hun, i really hope its not a mc x

 

[Vickieh1981]

Feeling down now. Had some bleeding this morning and waiting for midwife to get back to me

 

[debgreasby]

Vickie - hope it's nothing xx

 

[Vickieh1981]

Well I can find her on the doppler so I know it's fine now but I would like to know why I am bleeding. It's pretty much stopped now though so that's good. x

 

[jenny25]

awww girls im sending hugs too you all please stay positive xxx

 

[debgreasby]

I had a huge bleed at 15 weeks with Keavey .. so scary .. she turned out ok... am sure you lil one is fine Vickie, it's a good sign you can find her on doppler x

 

[debgreasby]

Stupid hospital changed my scan time from 1.20pm to 2.40pm ... erm hello i have kids to pick up!! Phoned them and changed it to 11.50 am , so, result!

 

[Swanny]

I'm feeling so scared today, nothing bad has happened but I just feel so negative. I'm so scared something will go wrong again. Not had sickness yet and that's not helping cause I'm worrying hormones aren't high enough what does anyone do to feel better? I try to just take one day at a time and be happy that I am pregnant but it's so hard isn't it.

 

[Beadette]

Hugs to all those that need them today! Xxx

 

[lovehearts]

Better to get an earlier appointment debs - i hate waiting around all day for my appoinments. Luckily my scan is at 10.45 so not too bad.

for all the girls that need them today.

swanny - i have spent everyday since my BFP worrying about not being sick or sick enough. Some people just dont get sick - lets hope we are the lucky ones hey. I saw my bean at 7+2 and 9+4 and everything looked ok.

xxxxx