Hi ladies I had my 20 week scan the other day and all was well. Since feeling movement I've been using doppler less and less but last night I hadn't felt baby for few hours and used it. The hb was absolutely all over the place it was so erraric. I was ready to go to hospital but decided to listen in again and it was better but sounded like it had an extra quick beat after say every 6-8 beats, like a little spike thats the only way I can describe it. Baby started moving so I decided to wait till morning. I got in a panic this morning paranoid about movement again so checked hb again and could find it but it still sounded irregular. I went to hospital and they scanned me quickly and showed me hb flickering away. She tried to listen to hb on ultrasound but it was quiet (anterior placenta getting in way) so she got doppler out. She couldn't find hb easily and said that baby was tucked facing my back. She said she heard hb faintly and it sounded fine but literally listened for about 10secs I felt relieved for a few hours but I've checked using doppler and hb still sounds different to what it has for the past however many months I've been finding it. The midwife said to stop using doppler and I know she's right but I can't shift this worry. I can't stop crying Im terrified I'm losing my baby just like my first baby (lost him at 20 weeks when his hb stopped due to placenta not working).
I feel like I've done all I can and can't go back to hospital because they've told me not to use my doppler and I am getting plenty of movement (touch wood).
Sorry for such an essay im just so upset and in a state. My OH just thinks my worry is uneccesery because we have seen the hb but Ive got this sick to my stomach feeling that any day now I'm gonna lose her
I feel like I've done all I can and can't go back to hospital because they've told me not to use my doppler and I am getting plenty of movement (touch wood).
Sorry for such an essay im just so upset and in a state. My OH just thinks my worry is uneccesery because we have seen the hb but Ive got this sick to my stomach feeling that any day now I'm gonna lose her