millianaire
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Hello ladies,
My story I have pcos, we tried for 5 years on clomid ect no luck 6 miscarriages, I had a laparoscopy 2 years ago, changed my job and decided we were not going to try again, low and behold we fell pregnant naturally I was over the moon
I probably done 100 tests in the space of a month because I was sure they were wrong and I would miscarry shortly after. Told my doctor and he got me a scan straight away because of previous history, I was 6wks an 4days and there was a flutter of heartbeat, I was still in complete denial my longest pregnancy only lastest 7 weeks so I was anxious and stress and waiting for bad things to happen. 10 weeks strolled round and their was blood when I wiped in the afternoon I completely freaked out I told myself I knew what was happening and it was Wednesday the doctor phoned hospital and they said they couldn't get me in until the Monday so all weekend I waited and anxious and scared but I stayed strong, Monday arrived I was 10 weeks 4 days and heartbeat was strong and there I cried I was so happy! A week an two days later is today and I started bleeding again last night more blood and I put a pad on, the last time I went to the hospital they could not see any obvious reason for bleeding and now it's started again but heavier no pain, I have my big scan on Monday another weekend where I have to go through hell and back to know whether my peanut is ok, I really think this will be the worst part of my whole pregnany, I've been so lucky no m/s or cravings just sore boobs and I appriciate it, I pray everynight that my baby is happy and healthy I'm s scared and my partner is great but only so much he can say to me to reassure me. It's been such a long road to this point why does it feel like I'm being punished haven't I been through enough in 5 years?? I just want one healthy and happy baby I'm not greedy! I want one chance to prove I can be a good mum an raise a family anyway I should be 11 weeks an 2 days but the bleeding is making me less positive than I wanted to be at this point hope all u ladies are having a better time than me
Good weekend all xxx
My story I have pcos, we tried for 5 years on clomid ect no luck 6 miscarriages, I had a laparoscopy 2 years ago, changed my job and decided we were not going to try again, low and behold we fell pregnant naturally I was over the moon
I probably done 100 tests in the space of a month because I was sure they were wrong and I would miscarry shortly after. Told my doctor and he got me a scan straight away because of previous history, I was 6wks an 4days and there was a flutter of heartbeat, I was still in complete denial my longest pregnancy only lastest 7 weeks so I was anxious and stress and waiting for bad things to happen. 10 weeks strolled round and their was blood when I wiped in the afternoon I completely freaked out I told myself I knew what was happening and it was Wednesday the doctor phoned hospital and they said they couldn't get me in until the Monday so all weekend I waited and anxious and scared but I stayed strong, Monday arrived I was 10 weeks 4 days and heartbeat was strong and there I cried I was so happy! A week an two days later is today and I started bleeding again last night more blood and I put a pad on, the last time I went to the hospital they could not see any obvious reason for bleeding and now it's started again but heavier no pain, I have my big scan on Monday another weekend where I have to go through hell and back to know whether my peanut is ok, I really think this will be the worst part of my whole pregnany, I've been so lucky no m/s or cravings just sore boobs and I appriciate it, I pray everynight that my baby is happy and healthy I'm s scared and my partner is great but only so much he can say to me to reassure me. It's been such a long road to this point why does it feel like I'm being punished haven't I been through enough in 5 years?? I just want one healthy and happy baby I'm not greedy! I want one chance to prove I can be a good mum an raise a family anyway I should be 11 weeks an 2 days but the bleeding is making me less positive than I wanted to be at this point hope all u ladies are having a better time than me Good weekend all xxx
