Petrified

[Becktoria]

Hi ladies as some of you know I lost my little girl at 36wks pregnant July just gone due to complete placenta abruption. My angel was then born sleeping.I'm only 9 weeks pregnant and everyday is a struggle. I'm so paranoid at every little twinge, ache that I get and think that's it. Im finding it hard to stay positive as I'm not even sure if I'm going to get a crying baby out of this. I Just wish My little girl was here ive been thinking of her constantly.It's going to b a long process. Has anybody been through anything similar? How did u get through your next pregnancy without going insane!! Please help xx

 

[Mom2mmcjg]

I'm so sorry for your loss! I have not lost a full term baby and can only imagine how devastating that is for you.
You've got plenty of time before your new baby comes to try to make this transition. You won't get to see your baby girl until you get to heaven, but maybe, just maybe you'll get a beautiful baby to hold in your arms here on earth.
Its okay to long for your baby girl in heaven, give yourself that permission. Try to keep separate your longing for this baby currently in your womb. Pray every day for your baby, do what you know to do medically, but try not to let the fear come in and ruin this pregnancy for you. You get this time with this precious angel only once, try to enjoy it no matter how long it lasts.
God bless.