Hi ladies
While I don't expect any sympathy from those on this forum who have miscarried and are not yet blessed with a baby, for those of you with a small child, hopefully you will 'get' where I'm coming from.
While the pain of my loss is ever present, I know that I must get on with everyday stuff but I have really struggled this morning with playgroup. There were 2 women there who I guess are around the same dates as I would've been and I can't bring myself to interact with them, in fact, I feel so sad around them that I can't really converse with anyone there! Listening to them talk about their plans and preparations and struggle with their back ache etc is so so hard. I want to be part of that conversation, and I'm not For obvious reasons there seems to be a pregnant woman and a newborn baby wherever my son and I go just reminding you of your pain.
Hopefully I don't come across as bitter and twisted, I'm just really sad and was sure you would understand x
While I don't expect any sympathy from those on this forum who have miscarried and are not yet blessed with a baby, for those of you with a small child, hopefully you will 'get' where I'm coming from.
While the pain of my loss is ever present, I know that I must get on with everyday stuff but I have really struggled this morning with playgroup. There were 2 women there who I guess are around the same dates as I would've been and I can't bring myself to interact with them, in fact, I feel so sad around them that I can't really converse with anyone there! Listening to them talk about their plans and preparations and struggle with their back ache etc is so so hard. I want to be part of that conversation, and I'm not For obvious reasons there seems to be a pregnant woman and a newborn baby wherever my son and I go just reminding you of your pain.
Hopefully I don't come across as bitter and twisted, I'm just really sad and was sure you would understand x