PND Support Thread

[charliebear]

Massive to all that need them.

snetty, I hope they make another appointment soon for you.

carolyn, I'm wishing you luck with your HV. I think its harder to talk (about anything) if you don't like them.

 

[Shifter]

snetty - drinking doesn't really solve anything hun. It might make you feel a bit better for a little while but it doesn't help long term. I grew up with an alcoholic mum, she still has a problem but is making a clumsy effort to sort it out. It's hard for all the family and has effected me in more ways than I realised for a long time.

 

[Jkelmum]

everyone xxxx

 

[carolyn_s]

to all that need it...i know i do

 

[ALY]

You ok hun

 

[carolyn_s]

Ive had an awful day.
If you read my earlier post i stormed back from my sisters this morning and stayed in bed crying all day with Abby.
Im still terrified to go home after the incident with the neighbour but when i get home im scared to leave. I plucked up the courage to go outside for a ciggarette at about 6pm, ended up having a panic attack and fainting.
My sister came to get me and im down with her now but i dont know what to do. I just want to cry but i cant do that here and just have to smile and get on with things!

 

[snettyb]

Hi ladies, i'm sorry for my earlier posts

Andy rang NHS direct and a crisis team are coming out to see me. Jake and kieran are with family. I am sober now and i still feel as crap as i did before. I'm so scared the shrinks are gonna lock me up. I don't wanna go anywhere!! xx

 

[ALY]

Snetty they wont lock you up they will just asses you and see if their is anything more they can do to help

Carolyn sorry am just a bit confused how can you be in bed but not be at your sis house but scared to go home sorry but im just having an off moment
am sorry you have had a bad day hun

 

[carolyn_s]

Aly,
sorry i dont think my posts have been making sense all day. When im out i get scared to go home because of what happened with my neighbout. When i do go home i locke myself inside and am terrified to leave. I stayed at my sisters last night - stormed home this morning in an awful mood then spent the day in bed (at my own house) i didnt even leave to take abby to nursery - it was meant to be her first day. I called and cancelled it.

Then i had a panic attack just because i opened my front door to have a ciggy so my sis had to come and get me again.

I dont know whats worse, being at home and being terrified or being here and not even being able to cry because i dont want her kids to know there is somthing wrong.

 

[ALY]

Carolyn you need to call the doc and tell them u want an appointment tomorro
if they dont give you one then go and sit in the surgery and demand to be seen (thats wat i would do )
you need to talk to your sis or someone cos keeping it all bottled up isnt good for you xxx

 

[carolyn_s]

Aly,
yea i will call the surgery in the morning. only thing is i know i wont get an appoinment with my Dr as i tried today so it means sitting explaining everything to someone new!
On a positive note ive found someone to talk to- my brothers wife. its just over msn (which i find easier than face to face anyway). She had PND so she knows what she is talking about!

Snetty,
I hope your ok!

 

[ALY]

Hope you get the help you need hun

 

[carolyn_s]

Thank you! Ile let you guys know how it goes at the dr's 2moro!!

Ive been quite selfish on here today - hope everyone else is ok.

Thanks for listening Aly!! x

 

[ALY]

You havent been selfish hun x
were all here for the same thing and we all like to help each other xxx

 

[Jkelmum]

Snetty i was worried when i saw ur facebook status i hope you get the care and help u need so u can start to feel like u again xxx

 

[pinkmummy]

Snetty hun Im so glad you got help. They won't lock you up hun they will just help you get better big xxx

 

[ALY]

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

sorry just having a bad morning

 

[pinkmummy]

Aly hun so am I xx

 

[Jkelmum]

Today for me is a good day but maybe bcos am on strike :doh: ...I am refusing to do housework or cook ! as my hubby says am a moody cow cos i worry too much about the state of the house ect so lets see how he manages when theres nothing for tea and no hoovering done ....also Lily asnt been clingy today so its great

sending both you two massive hugs xxxxxxxxxx

 

[ALY]

Awww serina im so gkad your having at good day

Am feeling a bit better than this morning i was suppose to have docs this afternoon at 4 but iv cancelled it and i go next week instead i only cancelled cos iv got to take robyn for her 3 yrs check up x