Angel2Fire
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Hi I've just come onto this thread because I was wondering if anyone can relate to how I'm feeling.
I feel like my OH is a much better parent than me and that him and my son would be much better off without me. I don't want my son to turn out like me, and if I bring him up then he will
Everyone keeps telling me I'm being silly, but I'm not, its the truth, its just that either no one else can see it or they wont admit its true incase they upset me.
My son is adorable, sometimes I look at him and wonder how I could possibly have feelings of hatred towards something that is so adorable and innocent
He's ot done anything wrong, its my fault I'm not good enough to settle him or get him to drink his bottle properly. Sometimes I blame him and then I get soooo upset and cry for ages. Sometimes I cant bear to be around him and I get his dad or someone else to look after him.
It wasn't supposed to be like this... I wanted a baby for so longgg and now... its not that I dont want him, its just that I dont feel I can look after him properly and that he'd be better off without me. My OH says he relies on me and would be lost without me and wouldnt have a clue what to do, but he is sooooo good with Chaise, way better than I ever could be.
Sorry this has turned into an essay.
Can anyone relate to any of that or am I just weird?
I feel like my OH is a much better parent than me and that him and my son would be much better off without me. I don't want my son to turn out like me, and if I bring him up then he will

Everyone keeps telling me I'm being silly, but I'm not, its the truth, its just that either no one else can see it or they wont admit its true incase they upset me.
My son is adorable, sometimes I look at him and wonder how I could possibly have feelings of hatred towards something that is so adorable and innocent

It wasn't supposed to be like this... I wanted a baby for so longgg and now... its not that I dont want him, its just that I dont feel I can look after him properly and that he'd be better off without me. My OH says he relies on me and would be lost without me and wouldnt have a clue what to do, but he is sooooo good with Chaise, way better than I ever could be.
Sorry this has turned into an essay.
Can anyone relate to any of that or am I just weird?