Thanks everyone
I didnt really get any proper answers im afraid
PM showed that Sophie was a healthy baby who died from severe prematurity (lung hypoplasia) after I suffered from Oligohydramnios (premature rupture of membranes)
They think its probable that her placenta didnt attach properly which led to a few bleeds early on in the pregnancy, the bleeding irritated & weakened the fluid membranes eventually causing them to burst which opened them to infection.
I went into labour after my amniotic fluid became infected with Chorioamnionitis.
I will be monitored closely if I manage to get pregnant again & will be swabbed fortnightly from 6wks to at least 20wks to check for signs of infection.
I dont know how to feel to be honest... he reckons I have "7 chances out of 10" for a successful pregnancy in future which I suppose is still quite good but not as reassuring as id like it to be.
Im glad there wasnt anything genetically wrong with her but it makes me very sad to think she only died because my body failed her. If my membranes hadnt ruptured she would have been fine.
She should have been born this month & im finding it quite hard as all my pregnancy buddies have recently had theirs/are due to have their babies any time now.
Im glad everyone else is having healthy pregnancies as thats what keeps me going & one day I hope I will make it to the third trimester xx