I feel horrible, embarrassed and shaken! I'm 41, a family physician in a small Canadian town, 15 weeks pregnant and expecting my 3rd child. One of my patients came into the hospital and after 20 hours of, in labor, and ended up with a shoulder dystocia.
I couldn't deliver the baby, and ended up panicking. It was terrible. My poor patient was screaming and crying in agony and at one point the husband was yelling at me to "do something or get out!"
I ended up getting a resident at my clinic, a young ob/gyn who just graduated from medical school and was doing her northern practicum, to come help. She saw that I was panicking and took over and ended up delivering but not before breaking the baby's clavicle/collarbone to free the shoulder.
I am so shaken by this experience- my hands were literally shaking half an hour after the birth. I've done shoulder dystocia before but this time I panicked. I went to the ladies washroom in the doctor's lounge at the hospital (lucky it was empty) and balled my eyes out.
I apologized the parents and apologized; mom was so understanding but I feel so terrible now.
The resident ob was amazing; she was so confident and took charge. She talked to me about it and told me not to worry. She jokingly said I got a bit of pregnancy brain but that it is natural to be "freaked out" because "I'm pregnant"
I feel like I said, so shaken and embraced and really incompetent right now.
-C
I couldn't deliver the baby, and ended up panicking. It was terrible. My poor patient was screaming and crying in agony and at one point the husband was yelling at me to "do something or get out!"
I ended up getting a resident at my clinic, a young ob/gyn who just graduated from medical school and was doing her northern practicum, to come help. She saw that I was panicking and took over and ended up delivering but not before breaking the baby's clavicle/collarbone to free the shoulder.
I am so shaken by this experience- my hands were literally shaking half an hour after the birth. I've done shoulder dystocia before but this time I panicked. I went to the ladies washroom in the doctor's lounge at the hospital (lucky it was empty) and balled my eyes out.
I apologized the parents and apologized; mom was so understanding but I feel so terrible now.
The resident ob was amazing; she was so confident and took charge. She talked to me about it and told me not to worry. She jokingly said I got a bit of pregnancy brain but that it is natural to be "freaked out" because "I'm pregnant"
I feel like I said, so shaken and embraced and really incompetent right now.
-C