Private scan tomorrow - scared :(

[jennyanne83]

So I've got my scan tomorrow that I've booked privately, as I'm not allowed an early scan on the NHS, even though I had a mc last august. I'll be 8+6 tomorrow, but I'm really worried about what theyll find. I'm having areal hard time visualising success as I'm yet to experience it, and I feel like my little bubble of happiness is going to burst. Even though I really want to know either way, I'm just so afraid of it all going wrong again, and I can't envisage it going right. It always feels like its fine for everyone else, though I do know that's not truly the case. I really want this so bad- its taken 6 months of trying to conceive again, and that's meant basically half a year of feeling sad and down, and this last month has been nice for a break from the sadness.

Next week will also be my edd for the one I lost, so I just don't know how I'll cope if it's bad news. It's all horrible timing. Keep your fingers crossed, and prayers for me! I'm so afraid

I'm so grateful for the support of this site

Positive vibes for all you ladies who know how hard this time is!!!

 

[croydongirl]

I understand that this is so hard for you to imagine a positive outcome (trust me after 5 m/c it was for me too) BUT so many women have a miscarriage in their first pregnancy and go on to have no other problems in pregnancies. I know statistics are not always comforting when you have been on the bad side of them but I hope you will be wonderfully surprised by your scan. At 8 weeks you will see a little baby in there not just a blob! I hope you see a strong heartbeat and a perfect baby.
Wishing you a healthy and happy pregnancy until that baby is in your arms.
All the best, and sending hugs your way xx

 

[jennyanne83]

It's good news!!

Alls well so far, and I got to see and hear the little heart beat of 168bpm!!! Gosh Im so relieved and happy as I really couldn't see that I may have a positive experience!!

Now I just need to try to keep relaxed, and enjoy it for the amazing thing it is!!

 

[cb1]

I'm so glad it went well for you xx I saw my little beans heartbeat on wednesday, and it's such a great feeling isn't it!!

 

[SabrinaKat]

excellent news!

 

[MightyMom]

So glad for you!! I know exactly how you were feeling yesterday, that is how I am still feeling (no scan yet).

 

[croydongirl]

Awesome news!!!! So happy for you xx

 

[jennyanne83]

So glad for you!! I know exactly how you were feeling yesterday, that is how I am still feeling (no scan yet).

Aww its really not a nice feeling I know, but you just have to keep your fingers crossed and try to remember the odds are in your favour. I know nothing that anyone else says will truly help though, and sadly you just have to go with it and bite the bullet praying all will be well when you have the scan, which I'm sure it will be. to you!!

Xxx