Procedure is on tuesday

[borntobeamum]

I have never wanted to hug someone so much right now.

 

[AlwaysPraying]

I feel like the clock is ticking and there's nothing I can do. I'm only going to be pregnant for another two days. I can't even believe that's possible. It was supposed to be another six months. How did this happen? How will I be pregnant for 14 weeks and 5 days and then just not be? How is this possible?

I've prayed for a natural miscarriage, but it's not looking likely. I feel like I know d-day. I know the time, the date, the specifics about when my baby is going to end. It's either supposed to be around 40 weeks or it's supposed to be a horrible early, unpredictable, unguessable date by miscarriage. Not a pre-determined, scheduled appointment.

Can anyone identify with me?