lauralora
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OMG somedays i drive myself crazy with the knicker checking and toilet paper watching.
somedays i look and i realy cant tell if i see a slight smear of browness/pinkness or any other colour and im sick of not knowing, then i have to sit around and wait till i need the toilet again so i can go check for sure that im not bleeding.
today has been a bad day! ive had loads of constipation so at the back of my head ive been paronoid that the straining will make me bleed. i also wear fake tan which can often cross over to my vagina, no idea how, but it always has, so when i wipe i sometimes i have to decidde if its faketan or not, thinking of just not wearing it anymore!
another thing is when ive had a wee sometimes it stains the toilet paper so i cant tell if its wee or something else
my mum tells me if you have to stare at the toilet paper or your not sure then theres nothing there, do you agree?
xx
somedays i look and i realy cant tell if i see a slight smear of browness/pinkness or any other colour and im sick of not knowing, then i have to sit around and wait till i need the toilet again so i can go check for sure that im not bleeding.
today has been a bad day! ive had loads of constipation so at the back of my head ive been paronoid that the straining will make me bleed. i also wear fake tan which can often cross over to my vagina, no idea how, but it always has, so when i wipe i sometimes i have to decidde if its faketan or not, thinking of just not wearing it anymore!
another thing is when ive had a wee sometimes it stains the toilet paper so i cant tell if its wee or something else
my mum tells me if you have to stare at the toilet paper or your not sure then theres nothing there, do you agree?
xx