Really dont know what the F***s happening.... UPDATE PG 19

[tootsy1987]

As you all prob know i had mmc on 3rd april at just shy of 10 weeks, had erpc on 3rd april.... got bfn about 3 weeks later then after 27 days got a meesley light af, spotted really dark brown blood then a little red, lasted about a day and a half, no pain relief needed and i normally am in agony! doc said this is usual though after an erpc / d&c.... anywhooo afterwards i was getting extremely light lines on hpts, extremely faint but i posted a pic in a thread here a few weeks ago.... everyone said they saw it and thought it was start of a bfp... well i carried on testing and it fizzled out, never got darker but there has always been a discolouration on the tests... Anyway i was due to ovulate last thurs - sat but i never got my pos opk... i got 1 pos on an old batch but nothing on any others... now my opks have started to get darker but surely i should have ov'd?? i have put like 5 lbs on in less than a week WTF???? how the heck??? i have hardly been eating at all so im on a strict diet now! my ab is really bloated and uncomfortable, i keep getting horrible lump in my throat like a sweet is stuck, i keep peeing! grrrrrr! i decided to do a hpt before and AGAIN there is a faint line!!! wtf??? what is going on??? i could cry! seriously i am at the end of my teather!! im so emotional and full of anger its unreal... is this another pregnancy or my body playing tricks on me?? i have took a pic and will attach, let me know what you think... to me this is probably the most noticable out of the faints... if i ov'd when i got the pos opk it would have been friday so i would be 3dpo (far too early to be getting anything on a hpt) but im not sure i did ovulate then, i dont have a clue!!!

Sorry if none of this makes sense i kinda dont make sense to myself at the minute, thanks for reading if you managed to get this far xxxxx

 

[dawny690]

hun I cant imagine what your going through xxxxxx

 

[twinmom07]

I'm so sorry.
It does appear to me, too that there is a line there, very faint and not the full length either-at the top & bottom.
Can you go get HCG drawn?

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

Sorry chick i cant see anything on that test. Hang on in there chick youl make it
xxx

 

[tootsy1987]

it is there....its so clear in real, i just dont want it to be cause i dont understand it! how can i be pregnant i dont understand... im soo confuzzled!

 

[alice&bump]

i can maybe see something hun, not quite sure! can you get the docs to do a blood test??

 

[tootsy1987]

i went to the docs last time and they just ignored what i said... they wont do bloods until i have missed a period i feel at a loss, i havent a clue what is going on inside my body and messing with my hormones! also when i was pregnant i was diagnosed with retinal migraines set off by the hormones, they disappeared about 3 weeks ago when i got my bfp... yesterday they returned!

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

i thought u was asking for testing chick.

 

[CurlySue]

Don't torture yourself with cheapies. Honestly, I got these during my last cycle: -

https://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb162/lalazapa/evap2.jpg

https://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb162/lalazapa/Evap.jpg

AF showed up about two days later, but for a little glimmer of a moment, I was hopeful.

I'll never use a cheapie again!!!

Give yourself time. And if you DO test again, don't use one of these horrible, tormenting tests.

 

[tootsy1987]

i thought u was asking for testing chick.

Hey hun yeah i have had my tests done but dont get the results until august. They done like a load of bloods a cytogeneology testing on me and oh.... no further forward really xxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[tootsy1987]

Don't torture yourself with cheapies. Honestly, I got these during my last cycle: -

https://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb162/lalazapa/evap2.jpg

https://i211.photobucket.com/albums/bb162/lalazapa/Evap.jpg

AF showed up about two days later, but for a little glimmer of a moment, I was hopeful.

I'll never use a cheapie again!!!

Give yourself time. And if you DO test again, don't use one of these horrible, tormenting tests.

Thanks hunny, i know they are fecking useless them tests! the only thing is when i got these a few weeks back i got 2 frer and i got faints on them too! u could definately see them but they never got darker... wtf?? it has my mind soo messed up its unreal! xxxxxxxxx

 

[Brennansmama]

Aw, I'm sorry. Cheapies are the devil!

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

didnt they warn you about TTC while testing is processing then? i got a stern warning.

 

[dan-o]

Sorry to hear about this tootsie

Has your HCG deffo gone back to zero after your MC?
Last monday, while I was in the hopsital, I was told most doctors class under 50 as negative, but that will still deffo still show up on a home HPT as a BFP.
If they do a quantative beta, however, they should give you the exact number.
FRER have been known to give a BFP at about 12miu +, so if you still had a bit left, that may be why you got an unexpected line?

Mine still hasn't gone back down, im still getting faint lines like yours 9 weeks on

 

[My bump]

Sorry to hear about the rought ime your having T. I hope it gets sorted soon!!

I thought the dip stick tests were just as good thats what they use in the hospitals so how can they be rubbish? Confused?!?!?!

x

 

[MrsJD]

Tootsy if I were you I'd call the EPU and ask them to do beta bloods. I had a mc in January and got pregnant the weekend after it. So maybe you've ovulated earlier than what you think as LH is always in your systems giving nearly positives on a OPK!

Does that makes sense!

X

 

[tootsy1987]

didnt they warn you about TTC while testing is processing then? i got a stern warning.

No i got told to definately start ttc straight away and if i fall pregnant i will get extra attention until all my results are back.... xxxx

 

[tootsy1987]

Tootsy if I were you I'd call the EPU and ask them to do beta bloods. I had a mc in January and got pregnant the weekend after it. So maybe you've ovulated earlier than what you think as LH is always in your systems giving nearly positives on a OPK!

Does that makes sense!

X

Hey hunny, thanks for your reply... i cant self refer to the epu here only way i can get there is through my doctor and i have had a few really nasty run ins with one of the docs so i really dont want to go... i will just get told im wasting her time Im recogning that if i caught after the mmc then the tests would have been dark by now not the pathetic faint lines im getting but then i have been peeing all day today, reallly annoying, i bought a frer... done it using very weak urine and AGAIN got a stupid faint line!! grrr so fecking annoying xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

wow thats mad. i was told defo no.

 

[tootsy1987]

wow thats mad. i was told defo no.

What tests did they do for you?

All im having is full bloods and cytogenics tests.... im not getting fertility tests just recurrent miscarriage tests but she said as its so common that 1 in 5 pregnancys end in miscarriage there is absolutley no reason for me not to ttc straight away (well after first normal af which was nearly 3 weeks ago)... she just said if i feel pregnant to get in touch.

xx