xQuinnx
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Little one was born 4 days ago and I feel like I'm struggling massively.
I knew that it would be pretty awful in the beginning, sleep deprivation, learning on the job all that stuff but I didn't expect this feeling of complete desperation like I will never be able to cope with this.
I feel like I've had baby blues since day 2! Is that normal? One minute I feel confident and happy the next I am convinced that I am an awful mother and feel guilty that my little one and my is and are stuck with me for the rest of their lives. I feel like I really don't know how I'm going to cope for the rest of my life.
At the moment, baby will not sleep in her basket, she will scream unless she is able to fall asleep on me or hubby. At the moment I am trying to express feed (I've discussed this with my midwife and she has reassured me this is ok even this early) but having to top up with formula as my milk is just coming in. Little one has appeared constantly hungry but then has been sick a few times today, I'm actually scared to feed her because I wonder whether I'm reading her cues wrong and she's just eating because it's there.
My husband is amazingly supportive but I can't stop the feeling of guilt of what I'm putting him through.
Not sure what I'm expecting people to say I just hope I'm not alone in feeling this way
I knew that it would be pretty awful in the beginning, sleep deprivation, learning on the job all that stuff but I didn't expect this feeling of complete desperation like I will never be able to cope with this.
I feel like I've had baby blues since day 2! Is that normal? One minute I feel confident and happy the next I am convinced that I am an awful mother and feel guilty that my little one and my is and are stuck with me for the rest of their lives. I feel like I really don't know how I'm going to cope for the rest of my life.
At the moment, baby will not sleep in her basket, she will scream unless she is able to fall asleep on me or hubby. At the moment I am trying to express feed (I've discussed this with my midwife and she has reassured me this is ok even this early) but having to top up with formula as my milk is just coming in. Little one has appeared constantly hungry but then has been sick a few times today, I'm actually scared to feed her because I wonder whether I'm reading her cues wrong and she's just eating because it's there.
My husband is amazingly supportive but I can't stop the feeling of guilt of what I'm putting him through.
Not sure what I'm expecting people to say I just hope I'm not alone in feeling this way