Really scared.

[Beccaface]

Hi girls.

Sorry for this post, but I have to get it off my chest.
AF was due yesterday and she still isn't here.
I'm getting so many symptoms - it's too good to be true.
And now I'm scared of testing.
I REALLY want to see if AF gets me before I test.
I was going to test tomorrow and now I dont think I will.
I'm too afraid to, and it would be a BFN.

Atm I have:
Creamy CM.
Cervix is H.C.S.W (the wetness is actually touching my knickers).
Stitch (Pulling sensation) is right side.
I ache all over.
My nipples & right boob KILLS.
I'm so so so so so tired.
I feel sick every now and again.
My hips ache.

That can't all be - in my head right?
I got a BFN @ 13DPO.


I'm sick & tired.
Want AF to stay away.
I want a BFP but don't want to test.
x

 

[jane23]

I think you should hun

 

[smiling]

Sounds good to me, as long as AF stays away your not out. Hope ya get a BFP. x

 

[smemma]

i think your should definatly hun!

At 13DPO you should get a faint if you are, but at the same time you are getting most the feelings i have ATM, i am now 7 days late and tested bfn this morning so i am just just waiting for AF to stop playing about.

But at the moment you are still in the game because you havnt tested, i know its scary but dont be, if its a congrats, but if its negative dont be disheartened as you can prepare to try again, for my 2nd child we tried for a little over a year and im a healthy 23yr old, youve just got to keep at it and it will happen gl hun and !!! xx

 

[lauraclili]

Don't worry pet!

It'll be ok. Take the test and then you'll know one way or the other for sure...

Super from me

x

 

[Natsby]

Oh you poor thing, you must feel like you have been through the wringer this month. Take a deep breath in ... and out. It is all a waiting game, you are scared to know in case it is a no, I understand that, so what happens if you keep on waiting, which is worse a negative test or af showing up? choose which ever feels less distressing. If you really can´t face the bfn then keep waiting, if you are pregnant the wait won´t hurt either and if your not then you´ll know when af shows her ugly mug. If waiting is harder than knowing then test, and we will all be here for you which ever way it goes. You will get your bfp one day and I suspect it will be soon and I always think when I have a child I am never going to wish they were a month older or younger so at the end of the day, and as hard as it is now it won´t matter once you have your bub in your arms.
Good luck big hugs.

 

[Beccaface]

Thanks guys.

@Natsby: AF would be less distressing for me tbh.
I don't know why.

x

 

[floofymad]

I'm with you Becca. No AF, think she was due yesterday am 15/16DPO and testing BFN.
Didn't want to test but just gave in cause feel so rubbish. Wasn't expecting a different outcome to be honest.
GL x

 

[Natsby]

Thanks guys.

@Natsby: AF would be less distressing for me tbh.
I don't know why.

x

I know what you mean, I think it is the rush of hope whilst waiting for the line that makes it so hard.

 

[joannep]

Baccaface and Floofymad... you are still in until she shows so keep your chin up girls. I'm finding it hard and keep getting so down crying etc but I've decided to be excited that it still might happen this month and so not to stress till I know the answer. (By the way I only started this line of thinking about an hour ago so it may not last but I can try)

As hard as it is because we all want it so badly I've decided to ty to think of it like I would a job I didn't get or a house that fell through, in that everything happens for a reason.( Know its not the same but might help me)

Who knows this time next week we may just may have our BFPs! x

Lots of new found PMA your way!

 

[ttcbaby117]

Becca,

i am with you...I hate to test....I hvae been seeing to many bfn's and they totally depress me. i always try to wait because af is much easier to deal with.

 

[lulu4279]

I'm 2 days late and also don't want to test as I don't want to see the BFN that I got two days ago. Hang in there girls, fingers crossed for you

 

[BadRobot]

I am three days late and should be testing on 07/06/2010 but like you, I am nervous about getting a BFN. To be fair though, all your symptoms look very promising! Best of luck to you!

 

[mummy2lola]

im with u becca,im petrified to test.i had 3 days of spotting last week and tested day after,bfn.since then my bbs have gone veiny,almost translucent looking and my areola seems to be getting bigger.i feel sick on and off everyday and i keep getting slight heartburn.i told myself ill test again tomoz but now im scared to!!