Sophie2015
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This is my 5th pregnancy and my 5th loss. It never gets any easier but I find that my anger about the unfairness of it all builds with each loss. Am I alone? I used to be a NICU RN. I quit last month because I just couldn't look at all the babies born to drug addicted, selfish parents who did EVERYTHING wrong. I now have a niece that stumbled into pregnancy. There is no father. She's uneducated, unemployed, immature, and generally unfit. I want to pull her eyelashes out one by one.
I can't tell anyone I feel this way. But I'm hoping someone here won't judge me and will understand.
As a side note, I found out 2 days ago my 8+2 weeker died around 8 weeks. D&C is tomorrow. Meanwhile my family is planning unfit nieces baby shower. It's maddening.
Please tell me I'm not alone.
I can't tell anyone I feel this way. But I'm hoping someone here won't judge me and will understand.
As a side note, I found out 2 days ago my 8+2 weeker died around 8 weeks. D&C is tomorrow. Meanwhile my family is planning unfit nieces baby shower. It's maddening.
Please tell me I'm not alone.