Hey,
I can relate a lot to this. Yesterday I saw in my handbag the notes for my blood test and the Doctor had written 'infertility work up' and although of course I am glad she is doing the tests & getting a fertility specialist involved, it's still incredibly sad it's got to this point.
Wishing you all the best with your appointment and I really hope they can help you very soon.
Are you in the UK or elsewhere?
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