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[pinkhunny369]

so friday i went down to see ex OH and gave him back all his stuff back and we talked which i wish we wouldnt of i guess his mom and step dad were trying to get him to see what he wants and to go after it whether it was me or just to be with his friends and single so of course he picks me and he trys to fix everything but then sunday night i felt so sick i was puking and he decided to go out with his friends cause a tv show was more important then taking care of me awesome when we talked sunday night he was yelling at me and making me feel like i got sick on perpose just to change my plans and take him away from his friends what ever and to make matters worse saturday is valentise day and ex OH doesnt have a job so i wont be getting any surprises like i want i went to work this morning and i over heard a guy calling a flowrist ordering a dozen pick roses to be deliveried to his girlfriends work :'( i wish i had someone to do that for me its my favorite holiday not this year i guess