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Hi ladies,
Well I've just hit 10 weeks and with it I have become an emotional nightmare. I have huge swings from furious over the tiniest things - like an assembly overrunning by five minutes (I'm a teacher) and taking up some of my lunch break. I was so angry I saw red and equally had furious tears building in my eyes at the same time.
I'm also crying over anything and everything! Every time I read my son a bed time story I'm in tears - I couldn't finish it tonight because it was too upsetting to me. After that I sat with my son getting him to sleep with my husband's music playing. He's a musician and is often out at gigs. I think this has been getting to me, because I was crying once more listening to his songs. It didn't help that they kick-started with the song he wrote for me when we were in the long process of getting together (love at first sight, but I was with an abusive ex, so things were difficult with my husband and I getting together). After that the song he wrote for our son (years before he was born) came on. I had to call him after I'd put my son down because I just couldn't handle the emotions.
Phew! Anyone else? This is madness. I can't remember being like this last time.
x
Well I've just hit 10 weeks and with it I have become an emotional nightmare. I have huge swings from furious over the tiniest things - like an assembly overrunning by five minutes (I'm a teacher) and taking up some of my lunch break. I was so angry I saw red and equally had furious tears building in my eyes at the same time.
I'm also crying over anything and everything! Every time I read my son a bed time story I'm in tears - I couldn't finish it tonight because it was too upsetting to me. After that I sat with my son getting him to sleep with my husband's music playing. He's a musician and is often out at gigs. I think this has been getting to me, because I was crying once more listening to his songs. It didn't help that they kick-started with the song he wrote for me when we were in the long process of getting together (love at first sight, but I was with an abusive ex, so things were difficult with my husband and I getting together). After that the song he wrote for our son (years before he was born) came on. I had to call him after I'd put my son down because I just couldn't handle the emotions.
Phew! Anyone else? This is madness. I can't remember being like this last time.
x