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[eternaldream]

Hey everyone I'm feeling pretty down right now. My sil (who has pcos like me) just had a miscarriage. I didn't know she was even pregnant till a few moments ago. Well I'm feeling lots of things right now. I feel sad for her, scared that may happen to me, and part of me feels upset that she was pregnant in the first place and I wasn't. Then of course I feel like a horrible person for thinking that.

Well thanks for listening

 

[Jasiellover]

hugs girl. We all have those days. I'm so sorry to hear about the miscarriage. My heart goes out to her. Maybe take some time for yourself tonight and just try to take your mind off things as much as possible? Like take a bubble bath with a good book and a glass of wine

 

[No Doubt]

Aww...honey I'm sorry. Don't feel bad about her being preggo and not you. It doesn't mean you wouldn't have been happy for her. You just wish it was you too and that's ok. You obviously care if you feel sad for her. As far as you being afraid it might happen to you, don't be. She is not you and it doesn't what happens to her is not a sign of things to come in your life. I know it's hard because I've felt and thought that way before...just recently. I admitted to my hubby that that is a fear of mine, but I came across someone on another journal I visit and this was in her siggy:

and none will miscarry or be barren in your land. I will give you a full life span. Exodus 23:26

So be encouraged and keep the faith. Do your best to be a good sil because you are going through something yourself as well, so it's understandable that you can't give her your ALL. What would you have left for yourself?

 

[eternaldream]

Thanks for the kind words. It means a lot.

 

[Needababynow]