Scan on Tuesday

[geordiemammy]

I have lost 4 babies 2 mmc and 2 early mc the last one being 2nd jan 13 I must of fell pregnant straight away cause I'm now supposed to be 7 1/2 weeks or there abouts I had a scan 2 weeks ago which showed the thickening of the womb and a sac but no baby bloods were 7400 that day and 48hrs later were 13800 or something along those lines which docs seemed fine with and just said come back on the 12th for another scan I'm so worried that there won't be a heartbeat on Tuesday or maybe it will be a blighted ovum I'm dreaming we go and they can't find a heartbeat its so worrying and I can think about nothing else why do they make you wait so long its too nerve racking!!!

So any ideas to take my mind off it would be much appreciated the closer I'm getting the more stressed I'm getting just want to know either way

 

[momof3bears]

I had a MC in November. It ripped our hearts out after trying for months after having a tubal reversal last yr. So when I hot a BFP mid Feb, needless to s a y, I was scared to death. I started going for betas and numbers were great and coming up like they should. All my blood work before MC was on the low side and had to take oral progesterone. Not this time though. All has been great. I went for Ultrasound Friday to make sure it wasn't in my tube. my husband and I were both very nervous and worried we were about to get bad news. But our little baby was in right spot and had a beautiful little flickering heartbeat. We even got to hear it for a mins. This is really becoming real to us now. I am sure your baby is just fine too. I do understand the worrying though. I am still a little worried but more real s Fed about it after seeing the baby and knowing his heart is beating. BEST OF LUCK TO YOU!!! Keep us posted

 

[geordiemammy]

Sorry for your loss its horrible to go through I used to think oh everything's fine as long as I don't bleed and have pain but after the mmc I know that it still can go wrong think that's why I'm so worried I have a really bad sicky feeling (all the time) and I'm extra tired which are good signs but can't get it out of my head and the waiting is killing me I'm ratty and snappy with the OH cause he just doesn't seem to get why I'm like I am I know its worrying for them too but its our bodies that go through it and with all the hormonal changes it takes its toll

 

[momof3bears]

I have more symptoms this time too. And until the scan Friday, I was pretty moody with everyone too, including my husband. After seeing baby, my mood has Bern great. he said he is glad I am back to my old self again. I told him that I had just had a lot on my mind and was worrying to death all the time. The wait is definitely the worst

 

[geordiemammy]

I'm pleased your scan went well when is your next one

 

[momof3bears]

I don't know yet. My tubal reversal Dr is who sent me for this one just to make sure it was n the right s pot and dating. I see my OB next week. not sure when he will send me for another. hopefully soon lol. Tuesday will be here before you know it

 

[geordiemammy]

It needs to hurry up the not knowing is a nightmare keep me posted on your progress

 

[momof3bears]

ok. you too

 

[Tournesol]

One more sleep to go hun, be strong, you can do it!

Let us know how you get on xx

 

[geordiemammy]

It's one sleep to many lol appointment isn't til 4 either why can't they give ya early ones when its these circumstances x

 

[geordiemammy]

Hi had scan after total panic attacks and everything today and they found a happy healthy baby with a heartbeat so fingers crossed all is going to be ok x

 

[momof3bears]

Yay!!!That's wonderful! Congrats.. do you have a pic??

 

[geordiemammy]

No they didn't give me one and I never even seen baby on scan but OH did was a bit disappointed but as long as everything is ok I can't complain x

 

[Tournesol]

That's brilliant news, congratulations!
How far along are you now?

 

[geordiemammy]

He didn't tell me exactly just said 7+ he couldn't get a good measurement but said what he could see was great and to just wait til its a bit bigger to get a proper estimate all I came away with was a letter to give my gp and told to make an appointment with midwife for dating scan x

 

[Tournesol]

Ahh, that such good news, I'm really happy for you.

Take it as easy as you can and look after yourself xx

 

[geordiemammy]

I'm back 3 weeks tomorrow to get my cervix measured see if the stitch is needed I'm trying to be positive but its still hard but he said is was a good heartbeat so just got to try and keep thinking all is ok xx

 

[Tournesol]

Positive Mental Attitude. This is your sticky, everything will be fine xx

 

[momof3bears]

Well you may be due about same time I am!

 

[geordiemammy]

Off my dates ill be due 22/10/13 but they change it so we will be due around the same time x