Mrs Doddy
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Im having an early scan today, for no other reason than im petrified. I had a mmc in July last year so the normal symptoms did not occur for me, no bleeding, although I did have pains. Baby died and stayed with me for 3 weeks before I knew.
I started off this pregnancy scared but ok. As time went on I got more worried because of what happened before and thursday rang the mw office (who still havent' called me back !) then the epu who have booked me in for today.
I didn't sleep too well and woke up at 4am, went back to sleep to have a horrific nightmare that we had gone to the hospital, got lost inside, had to go and empty my bladder and I started bleeding and they confirmed a mc. Then I woke up in tears. I can't stop crying and am so scared.
I know its stupid and I am not feeling the same as I did before, there is no pain or bleeding (which I onv know doesn't mean anything anyway) I can't even imagine the outcome either way. I don't really know why im posting this, i just hope everything is ok and in 4 weeks time again for the 12 week scan.
I started off this pregnancy scared but ok. As time went on I got more worried because of what happened before and thursday rang the mw office (who still havent' called me back !) then the epu who have booked me in for today.
I didn't sleep too well and woke up at 4am, went back to sleep to have a horrific nightmare that we had gone to the hospital, got lost inside, had to go and empty my bladder and I started bleeding and they confirmed a mc. Then I woke up in tears. I can't stop crying and am so scared.
I know its stupid and I am not feeling the same as I did before, there is no pain or bleeding (which I onv know doesn't mean anything anyway) I can't even imagine the outcome either way. I don't really know why im posting this, i just hope everything is ok and in 4 weeks time again for the 12 week scan.