Scared to test :(

[Padan1111]

Hi Ladies

I wonder if anyone can relate to this (I'm sure you can on this board ).

I had a MC in march, I was 10 weeks along. We took some time and have started TTC again after things seemed to have returned to normal cycle-wise.

Last cycle I thought I was pregnant, as I got to 1 week late. But then I got AF. I hadn't tested at that point, but was pretty confident as I am a strict 28 day cycle gal.

This cycle, I am currently 4 days late. Haven't tested yet. I've just recognised that I don't want to test because if I do and get BFP and then start to bleed it's a MC rather than being able to shrug it off as a late/abnormal cycle (despite never having these).

I'm going to test mid-next week, but just although I really want to be pregnant I dread it too in case it doesn't work out again!

 

[Starlight288]

I'm right there with you. I'm not late yet, AF due tomorrow( well I guess she is last months LP was 13) .Its day 14 and I have lots of symptoms don't want to see that negative.

 

[Padan1111]

Thanks Starlight

I did test in the end this morning and got my BFP. I'm really happy with that, but anxious now even more so!

I decided to test because in the end if I needed to go to the Dr to talk about it, it would be a stronger case to say MC rather than "thought I was preg" :S

Good luck to you for your BFP and happy and health 9 months!

 

[Starlight288]

Awesome!!! Congrats to you!!! AF came last night. So on to next month!