Scared.....

[cparks1]

Tomorrow I am getting my gall bladder taken out, my surgery is at 10:30 am. I am breast feeding and can't feed my boy for 24 hours (I have to pump and dump). Everything I pump today will be used tomorrow to feed him. I guess I am just scared that something will go wrong or they will find something else wrong or everything will be worse than they expected. It's an outpatient surgery (as long as everything goes well). The surgeon seemed pretty confident that everything would go okay, so I am crossing my fingers. Also, this will be the first time that I won't be able to feed my baby with the breast, I think that will be hard on me as well. I already miss him so much since I have been back to work.

Sorry for the long post, but I'm just nervous about tomorrow. On the other hand, I can't wait for them to take it out so I won't have that awful pain again and won't have to be careful of what I eat.