genesismarie
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Hello ladies,
I have been checking my cm internally and while doing that I have been searching for my cervix. It seems I can never find it I'm convinced my fingers aren't long enough it can not possibly be high my whole cycle can it? From what I've read it goes from low to high and back to low so why can't I find it? Any advice on how to find it will be greatly aappreciated ladies cause I'm so fed up I've been a member with bnb for almost two years after getting off depo provera and have been ttc off and on during that period though I have learned a lot I still feel I know nothing about my body after all this time I still don't know when I ovulate when to expect af what to classify my CM as or where the hell my cervix is. I'm trying to not get obsessive because I've already experienced ttc causing me severe depression. But I feel if I don't obsess I will never learn my body
Wow this turned into a rant forgive me ladies just need to get it out I guess
Genesis Marie
I have been checking my cm internally and while doing that I have been searching for my cervix. It seems I can never find it I'm convinced my fingers aren't long enough it can not possibly be high my whole cycle can it? From what I've read it goes from low to high and back to low so why can't I find it? Any advice on how to find it will be greatly aappreciated ladies cause I'm so fed up I've been a member with bnb for almost two years after getting off depo provera and have been ttc off and on during that period though I have learned a lot I still feel I know nothing about my body after all this time I still don't know when I ovulate when to expect af what to classify my CM as or where the hell my cervix is. I'm trying to not get obsessive because I've already experienced ttc causing me severe depression. But I feel if I don't obsess I will never learn my body
Wow this turned into a rant forgive me ladies just need to get it out I guess
Genesis Marie