Seems I belong here now!

[Vinushka]

Good morning! Three days ago my husband told me "I'm going away to think for a week, I'll be back don't worry."

We'd been having a bad time, he is quite depressive and introvrted, as am I.

well, after many years of me begging him to talk to me, and him saying it was all okay he finally admitted he has been pretending for the sake of me and the kids.

I don't know if he really knows what he's doing, but I'm moving on with my life anyway, it's not been much of a marriage and he's been growing steadily more distant. He won't listen and he won't get any help, he is convinced of his failure.

I've been running on adrenaline for 3 days, no food, not much sleep, but it feels as though some huge weight has also been lifted.

I still love him and that's a problem, he's still telling me his heart hurts. This is why I feel I have to move on myself and let him ruin his own life now instead of ours.

anyways, I am a little scared and excited. I have to find a smaller house that I can afford myself somehow, and turn down an apprenticeship that I just got and had wanted for a long time.

How do you cope? I'm just busy distracting myself right now.

 

[miss_amy]

Big hugs. Just take one day at a time.

 

[Rhio92]

Don't be ashamed of asking for help x

 

[Kayles1/8/08]

im totally with ^^^ rhio^^^ its sometimes hard to ask for help cos some of us are to proud..eg..ME! but i then realised its what i needed ! its strange because no matter what situation we land in when it comes to our kids..we will always manage and land on our feet! im sorry to hear u have to give up ur job offer and i really hope something comes ur way to make it possible for u to still take it!
future looks scary to you right now probably..but by saying a huge weight has been lifted i know ul do great with one less problem in ur life now!!
good luck Xxxxxxxxxxx