africaqueen
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Hi everyone. I have been offline due to connection issues but im back now thank god cos rly missed reading and posting on here and being with women who knw wot im going thru.
Well i am really at the end of my rope today. Firstly a few wks ago i had to deal with the birth of DH's friends baby boy and then 4 days ago a old school friend of mine had her 7th child(yep 7th and she is 29, same age as me) and then DH gets hme from work before and tells me that his best friends wife is pregnant with TWINS! She is due in Oct. I am so so sad. What the hell did i ever do to deserve all this in one wk?? i am only human. How much mre news about other women getting pregnant can i hear about?? then DH says "we will have to go and see them soon". I really snapped and told him enough is enough. One baby ok, 2, i just about coped but a women pregnant with twins that are due the mth after our baby would of been due???? no its too much for me.
We should be awaiting the arrival of our baby in sep and all happy parents together but no. I am 29, still childless and one tube missing along with all my hopes and dreams for that much longed for baby.
I feel so desperate to be pregnant again its unreal. i cry everyday and i ache mre and mre to be a mum. why must i endure everyone of our friends being pregnant and having babies and i feel such deep sadness that it should be me? oh god i cnt cope with all this. sorry for long wallowing post but my heart is literally breaking nowadays x
Well i am really at the end of my rope today. Firstly a few wks ago i had to deal with the birth of DH's friends baby boy and then 4 days ago a old school friend of mine had her 7th child(yep 7th and she is 29, same age as me) and then DH gets hme from work before and tells me that his best friends wife is pregnant with TWINS! She is due in Oct. I am so so sad. What the hell did i ever do to deserve all this in one wk?? i am only human. How much mre news about other women getting pregnant can i hear about?? then DH says "we will have to go and see them soon". I really snapped and told him enough is enough. One baby ok, 2, i just about coped but a women pregnant with twins that are due the mth after our baby would of been due???? no its too much for me.
We should be awaiting the arrival of our baby in sep and all happy parents together but no. I am 29, still childless and one tube missing along with all my hopes and dreams for that much longed for baby.
I feel so desperate to be pregnant again its unreal. i cry everyday and i ache mre and mre to be a mum. why must i endure everyone of our friends being pregnant and having babies and i feel such deep sadness that it should be me? oh god i cnt cope with all this. sorry for long wallowing post but my heart is literally breaking nowadays x