Should be 12 weeks today,,,

[pipsbabybean]

Just wanted to shouted it out, no one knew really or asks, so I just want to tell the world

 

[ILoveme29]

Im so sorry, I know how you feel I was so overwhelmed with emotion the past two weeks which was when I was going to announce I was pregnant. Its really the saddest thing every

Just wanted to shouted it out, no one knew really or asks, so I just want to tell the world

 

[pipsbabybean]

Im so sorry, I know how you feel I was so overwhelmed with emotion the past two weeks which was when I was going to announce I was pregnant. Its really the saddest thing every

Just wanted to shouted it out, no one knew really or asks, so I just want to tell the world

Thanks lovely
It feels like a secret, I don't want it to be,

 

[mummof1]

I know how you feel , I would have been 15 weeks this week probably announcing.
Now I'm back to square one , finishing my first period since the miscarriage and about to try again feels so depressing

 

[Rei]

I'm so sorry! I understand the pain of counting the days of how far your baby should have been developed. It's very difficult when you look at a calendar and realize "I should have been able find out my baby's gender or hey, my baby would have been developing toes and fingers." This month has been especially depressing as this is the month that my baby would have been due. I feel like I should be preparing the nursery not TTC.

 

[pipsbabybean]

I know how you feel , I would have been 15 weeks this week probably announcing.
Now I'm back to square one , finishing my first period since the miscarriage and about to try again feels so depressing

It's so hard isn't it, I'm hoping to ovulate this week and catch again fingers crossed for us all x

I'm so sorry! I understand the pain of counting the days of how far your baby should have been developed. It's very difficult when you look at a calendar and realize "I should have been able find out my baby's gender or hey, my baby would have been developing toes and fingers." This month has been especially depressing as this is the month that my baby would have been due. I feel like I should be preparing the nursery not TTC.

Yes it strange all my memorable dates this time feel near birthdays of loved ones so it's even harder to forget, I had to stick stickers over my calendar as I'd written it in , so so hard

 

[lilmisscaviar]

Sadly I'm in the same boat. I would be over 20 weeks by now if I hadn't miscarried and would be finding out the baby's gender. It hurts me to think about. I'm so sorry you had to experience a loss as well. Hopefully we all end up getting our rainbows...

 

[Trying4first1]

So sorry for all your losses ladies

My rainbow should be here next month. Its hard when your due date comes up and your not even pregnant again. You think that you will be and when it doesn't happen its not great, but hey we will get there again

Me and DH are going to go out for the day on our would have been due date and celebrate the fact that we still have each other and that we have been strong throughout the past 16 months

 

[pipsbabybean]

Sadly I'm in the same boat. I would be over 20 weeks by now if I hadn't miscarried and would be finding out the baby's gender. It hurts me to think about. I'm so sorry you had to experience a loss as well. Hopefully we all end up getting our rainbows...

Sorry hun , it so hard, I just keep thinking what a nightmare it's become for me, no one else mentions it here around me,
Praying for a rainbow next year

So sorry for all your losses ladies

My rainbow should be here next month. Its hard when your due date comes up and your not even pregnant again. You think that you will be and when it doesn't happen its not great, but hey we will get there again

Me and DH are going to go out for the day on our would have been due date and celebrate the fact that we still have each other and that we have been strong throughout the past 16 months

That's a lovely way to celebrate hun if that's the right word, seems funny to say celebrate , a loss a little life, but I do celebrate my little baby even tho it was so small, a persons a person no matter how small right ? X

 

[Sophiejash]

I agree, a person is a person no matter how small, and these were important to us because they were growing inside us. I was supposed to be 13 weeks this week, feels like I've lost a part of me. 😢

 

[pipsbabybean]

Doesn't it Sophie , my friend bought me something
I'll try and share a pic it's most perfect x

 

[Sophiejash]

Oh my goodness that is amazing. It beautiful. Any idea where she got it from? Xx

 

[pipsbabybean]

I'm sure Amazon hun but she had it engraved as extra, I've put it on my necklace , I love it so much x

 

[Sophiejash]

Thanks, It's so pretty, really feel like I need to get myself something like that. I'll have to look into it. X

 

[pipsbabybean]

Yh hun it's helped me having something to cherish x

 

[everything]

I would be having my gender scan this week My BFF is due the same date I would have been due so every time she posts things like announcements and gender and stuff like that it breaks my heart

 

[Sophiejash]

Arhh everything, it's heartbreaking isn't it. I may have already said but one of my best friends is due 3 days before I was, so I know how you feel. She's only 13 weeks this week (as I would have been sob sob) so I've got the gender scan etc thing to come (not looking forward to it). I wish her all the best as she's had two miscarriages before this time around (this is my first miscarriage) though I can't help having that stab of jealously and wish it was me. Sometimes I think I'm evil for having those thoughts of roles reversed, almost feels like I'm wishing bad things on her or other pregnant people I know but I don't mean to be... I just can't help but feel sorry for myself! I of course do not want anything to happen to them.
We'll get our rainbows soon and then we won't feel so horrible about it all x

 

[Trying4first1]

Sadly I'm in the same boat. I would be over 20 weeks by now if I hadn't miscarried and would be finding out the baby's gender. It hurts me to think about. I'm so sorry you had to experience a loss as well. Hopefully we all end up getting our rainbows...

Sorry hun , it so hard, I just keep thinking what a nightmare it's become for me, no one else mentions it here around me,
Praying for a rainbow next year

So sorry for all your losses ladies

My rainbow should be here next month. Its hard when your due date comes up and your not even pregnant again. You think that you will be and when it doesn't happen its not great, but hey we will get there again

Me and DH are going to go out for the day on our would have been due date and celebrate the fact that we still have each other and that we have been strong throughout the past 16 months

That's a lovely way to celebrate hun if that's the right word, seems funny to say celebrate , a loss a little life, but I do celebrate my little baby even tho it was so small, a persons a person no matter how small right ? X

Absolutely no matter how small they wereor how long they were with us for, they had a life and we loved them and always will x

 

[Trying4first1]

Hey ladies. It is an awful place to be and it is hard knowing how far you should now be especially when others around you are pregnant. It's that constant reminder.
However, things will get better I promise. I know it doesn't seem like it now but it will. I have been there and still go back to that dark place some days. But 6 months on I now feel at peace with my losses and have accepted what has happened. I would have been about 36 weeks ish now, but I'm not and that's ok. I'm going to have a baby one day, just not now. All good things come to those who wait xx

 

[pipsbabybean]

I would be having my gender scan this week My BFF is due the same date I would have been due so every time she posts things like announcements and gender and stuff like that it breaks my heart

It's hard when it's so close to home , my newsfeed is filled with it

Arhh everything, it's heartbreaking isn't it. I may have already said but one of my best friends is due 3 days before I was, so I know how you feel. She's only 13 weeks this week (as I would have been sob sob) so I've got the gender scan etc thing to come (not looking forward to it). I wish her all the best as she's had two miscarriages before this time around (this is my first miscarriage) though I can't help having that stab of jealously and wish it was me. Sometimes I think I'm evil for having those thoughts of roles reversed, almost feels like I'm wishing bad things on her or other pregnant people I know but I don't mean to be... I just can't help but feel sorry for myself! I of course do not want anything to happen to them.
We'll get our rainbows soon and then we won't feel so horrible about it all x

No hun I'm the same its natural , as weird as it feels, my mind says
That should be me !

Hey ladies. It is an awful place to be and it is hard knowing how far you should now be especially when others around you are pregnant. It's that constant reminder.
However, things will get better I promise. I know it doesn't seem like it now but it will. I have been there and still go back to that dark place some days. But 6 months on I now feel at peace with my losses and have accepted what has happened. I would have been about 36 weeks ish now, but I'm not and that's ok. I'm going to have a baby one day, just not now. All good things come to those who wait xx

Thanks hun. Yh I think because it's never happened before u are feelin every emotion possible,
I agree good things come to those who wait X